~~~~ Bye 2009 Welcome 2010 ~~~~

~~~~ Bye 2009 Welcome 2010 ~~~~

It's was so fast already end of 2009. Today is the last day of working and also is the last day of 2009..... Just now on the way, i heard ONEFM and they said.. we should said or write out everything that you wish to do or said. And getting new of self to accept the new 2010YEAR~~~

In 2009, i really happening a lot of things, and it is make me cant Smile or HappY back anymore... It is because inside my deep heart was get hurt, confusion and stun with this world and everything that happening with myself~~~~ LOVE,FAMILY,FRIENDS, and MONEY~~~~

I dont even know who was the real care me... but i try to felt who's them? but i cant even really felt got people who's caring me~~~~ but im still trying!!! Sometime, i keep on get hurt when im trying.. i dont really know what should i do anymore... I tried my best treat people and care people~~~ But myself is remain lonely and alone~~~~ so Funny... For this 2010, i think i will quit facebook... I not really needed it anymore.... In my life, i dont know which frens is real to me when facing on me... i very scared and FEAR~~~~~ Im not you all looking so good.. im not good at all also.... Some more i keep on smile is because i hope i can used this to control my feeling to pretend happy. But it cant lie to people cant lie to my deep heart..... Before i wont like this, dont know when i become like this and i dont even sharing all my things to people anymore... i got remain some secret inside my deep heart thats never share out..... But it make me remain hurting myself.... so stupid lo... haha... but sad also 1days, happy also 1days~~~
I will keep smile to act HappY everyday ba.... Nobody care is already normal!! why want so care right now... haiz... Just keep on my future... Seeing what will happening on next ba...

Today night countdown of 2010... i think i choose alone to countdown... In 2010, i will quit facebook too... just came to my little Blog room to write my things.. I dont care got people read or not.. at least here is the place that i can release some of my feeling right here. Then, myself wont so suffer~~~ Study well and work well to earn more MONEY!! If i got money already, will around my things will change to treat me??? But i dont hope this happening!! It is because will make me more hurt,i got money only get care... then i no need this kind of care... SUCK!! Aiya, need start to finished up all the works on today. BYE EVERYONE~~~~

*If you dont know well on me... You will felt Funny!! =D *

~~~ Hate Shi Wei ~~~
~~~~ Sad Shi Wei ~~~~

~~~ My Brother Birthday ~~~

~~~ My Brother Birthday ~~~

29 December, Today is my big brother and little brother birthday!!
Big Brother is Simon & Little Brother is Kent!!

As i know, this year celebration was --some people..Include me..So Sorry ya..that days i really cant attended the Party!!! Hope both of you will understand~~ =)

But im here to wish you both...
Sing a songs 1st lo...

HappY BirthdaY To You~~~~
HappY BirthdaY To You~~~~~~~
HappY BirthdaY To Dear Brother~~~~~
HappY BirthdaY To You~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~祝你们生日快乐~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~祝你们生日快乐~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~祝你们生日快乐~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~祝你们生日快乐~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~Selamat Hari Jadi
~~~~~~~~Selamat Hari Jadi
~~~~~~~~~~~~Selamat Hari Jadi
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Selamat Hari Jadi

ハッピーバースデーあなたに〜〜〜〜
ハッピーバースデーあなたに~~~~~~~
ハッピーバースデーに親愛なる兄弟~~~~~
ハッピーバースデーあなたに~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wish Both of you will dream come true!!
Take good Care my dear Brother... =)
~~~Shi Wei~~~

~~~ 乱乱Copy&Paste ~~~

放逐爱情

有时候 我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什麽都没说 只是紧紧的抱着我
却轻轻对我说 我只是 普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同 付出的爱没有结果

想不透 我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁 傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎 我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛

有一种爱叫放手 放弃一个很爱你的人，
并不痛苦， 放弃一个你很爱的人， 那才痛苦，
爱上一个不爱的人 那是更痛苦。
明知道是没有答案， 还是苦苦的等着答案，
为真心付出就能换来幸福， 不断地在无奈中俳徊。
终于明白了， 爱不能成为牵绊， 勇敢地让自己先放下， 放了他， 也放自己......

实情是，你自己不想改变，这才是问题所在！

已知的一切或许并不愉快，但起码是熟悉的，起码是已经习惯了，然而未知呢？谁知道呀！！说不定会更糟，还是保持现状好了，这既是人们对现状明明不满，却不愿意改变的原因。
没错，实情是，你自己不想改变，这才是问题所在！！

出路在哪里？
先让自己的心安定下来，一旦你的心安定下来，你的生命都会俺定下来！！
先找回心里面的那份平安，你就会找到你生活所要的那份平安！！

听说在下过雨的森林遇见彩虹，就会幸福一辈子。。。灯火阑珊处，那是霓虹迷蒙的倒影还是你的泪光？我错愕了，上天忘了，在下过雨的森林，我们一直等待彩虹，让我陪你再次去相信，还有爱。我在，给你爱

曖昧
曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡 畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情 還不到愛情 遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣 想太多是我還是你 我很不服氣
也開始懷疑 眼前的人 是不是同一個 真實的你

~~~ 希望真的会有我要的爱在等待我 ~~~
～～ 诗崴 ～～

~~~ Last 4Days of 2009 ~~~

~~~ Last 4days of 2009 ~~~

So fast, My internship reached last 4days... Dont know why i so Happy?? xD
Maybe i not need a lot sitting at office serve customer ba. It is because i really hate alone.... ><
Therefore i so wish over this internship....

28 of December, Early morning i woke up to preparing to works.... after that, i bring my car car to bath and vacuum... OMG~~~ Damn clean now... =D wahaha.. my car car sure very happy right now...It is because i so long didnt help it bath already...Therefore today i came more early to reached my office there and let it to have a bath. RM8 of my car car bath fees!! =)
Car car dont worry ya... i will keep used you until we more old... Our age also the same... so dont worry... =) Hope you will bring me to more far away... Jia you... =)

26 December... Unbelievable... I going to Time Square watch 2 movie after my works... 5.30pm im watching the 3DAvatar!!! Lolz, when reached there it was the gam gam start...So lucky... =)
Watching 3D quite fun.. but also tired... xD But 3Davatar really nice... so you all dont miss up by watching avatar 3D ya... =) After that, we went to eat Sushi as our dinner... We still have 1 and the half hours to take our dinner only... It is because the next movie of us is 9.45pm..... After we finished dinner, then we going to toilet and walk a while... 9.40that time we going to the cinema room... But But but... when we going in..... Need Check IC~~~ o.O.. we looked so young meh... ><
Our movie is Bodyguard and Assassin 18XX xD But in between us really got 1 person not yet 18... but she walk away didnt stop down let them check the ic...so lucky.. pass by too... =P
Then we watch the movie until 12something!!
It was an great movie too...So you all must going to watch it too ya... =)
Around 1am something, we going to yu lin take dessert!! We want get the "pork fan" dont close shop already... then we had no choice... and decide going to 118 to take 2nd round dessert... xD
Cinchat & eat... we 2something almost 3 only went back to home and had our sweet oi oi... =P
It's great days... However i get the news of 27 Dec night i really cant attended to the celebration... 28 dec de..change to 27 and used FB to announced... It is called announced?? i had no idea anymore.. and also ......... i just can said.... got me or not..also same liao de ah.. haha...
So i also not want care so much le.... For me.. really nothing anymore...

Jia you works on this last 4days ba... hehe... =D
We everyone had a great 4days in this 2009... Try to enjoy yours life...
And dont think too much....
Current life is the important 1... =)
Take care..
~~ Shi Wei ~~

~~~ Christmas Eve & Celebration ~~~

~~~ Christmas Eve & Celebration ~~~
Today is 26 of December... So Early already at office works. But im writing my blog on now... =P
Really bad boy so early at office write blog... not works... Zzzzz
23 December, Night. I take all arranged Camp picture to Kai daddy tuition centre to meet daddy. After that, we going to have a tea talk. Daddy asked me a lot of things. Then, i shared out all the feeling and my things with him... Daddy really quite understand me... Anyway, thanks daddy suggestion. i will try my best to improve myself. =)
24 December, Early morning i get back to UCSI to make payment and hand in my report of internship. At that days, happening funny things. That's i have a miss communicate with 1 of my UCSI fren. Therefore, both of us are waiting each other until 10am... lolz... Then i sms to her asked it's didnt came to UCSI already or not. She told me already at UCSI since this morning.. o.Ololz...This really funny. We didnt meet up and i get to shopping to get Xmas eve exchange present. 3.30Something i only start went to genting. My fren and i was so enjoying went to genting. he's drive slow slow. when we are reached is already 5something. After that, we taken our stuffs to room and rest a while.. After that, they accompany me to find my frens to chat a while. Then, only we going to take our dinner at Genting KennyRogers!!! =D Besides that, we was chatting so much fun with the manager right there. Then, we going to walk around and take ICE-CREAM at the moment. It was so cold right there, we still take ICE_CREAM to increase the cold. xD **This is my 1st time ate ice-cream until so dirty. It's because the wind was so big make my ice-cream ++faster become Water-Cream... xD Around 11something, we going to take some beer and waiting to countdown the christmas... When 12 that time, everyone break the balloon as firework right there. After that, we walk around to said Merry Christmas to everyone and every where. 1Something we get back Room to play some poker games and then enjoying the Maggie mee and oi oi at 4something. =D
25 December, we all get ready and going down to KL Time Square. When reached TS, we want to get the 3D Avatar, but it's full house. Walau eh, really so many people like to watch it with 3D. Then we start planning the next event. Finally,we decide going to NewWay Singk. Wahaha. It was so funny, actually we are very hungry already. so we take singk + eat lunch. xD Around 7something, im already reached my home and i had my oi oi around what time also forget le..
For not so HappY only. It is because in between happening a lot of things. Make our plans was not so great and each got each play. I start dont like out with them. When play together still keep on count this and there. then why we together going out play. Im understand $$ is the problem. But you said Christmas just play... At the moment, you said not want this and there. Really make me felt sad and unhappy. But i also didnt comment about what. It is because i really understand. So i also try dont care so much le.. I like our with gang, but at this moment, i start dont like out with those frens. It is because playing also cant enjoying. need worry this and that. Haiz. i really dont know ah... This christmas eve doesnt not like before anymore.... HappY Birthday also the same. When only will have a real happy Birthday in my life. My 21 already passed and didnt get happy too. whos know.. myself... =D
Anyway, wish you all happy at christmas and 2010 New Year. I also didnt expert get what special event on 31december..... i dont wish i have an unhappy celebration on 31decemeber.. even i alone at home celebrate, maybe also happy that with them. Dont know.. just dont care... See how at the times.
Take Care everyone.
~~~Shi Wei~~~

~~~ After Camp ~~~

~~~ Tong Zi ~~~

Today is an big day for everyone Chinese~~~ Last night, everyone were busying make the tang yuan to use it at today to bai bai or eat with family together..... And night we all should back home and get the dinner together. Therefore hope you all dont forget to get back home dinner with your family... =D


~~~ Camp ~~~
17 until 20 i visit an camp of Chi Hui Tang as committee right there to help bring young camp. Everytime camping, my frens also telling me i easy boom.. and im hurting him... But for me.... i know im easy boom... but i never said got "bone" inside my words.... I choosen you as my leader, it is because i really believe on you... i want you become last time like that... if i dont treat you like that.... you only must worry.... maybe i wont care anymore on you... I want telling you, i really care of you.. my brother.. therefore i wish you can stand back to face everything.... if i dont angry anymore on you.... just leave you keep like that.... means i not care you anymore... i dont even f**k you anymore too.... As last time, i very care 1 of my frens... after that, you not likely me!! At the moment, i telling myself... i wont care what you are doing and wont comment you are wrong or right... and i lost this best frens already.... really can talk heart words with me de frens i also dont know got how many already... Maybe Sam you are the 1... but you very busy 1... Zzzz
So i prefer wrote out my feeling.... I know i very straight forward and this is me... if you felt my words got "bone", therefore you really not understand me well.... i hate people talk got "bone".... therefore i wont talk like that... if it is.. i hate myself too... ><
As you all know, everything i seriously to do something... i dont wish got any mistake with make out problem... so i very hate you all play and doing whatever things ah... I doing more things i dont mind... even every years you all busying taking picture with all people.. i also dont mind, i will just keep cleaning everythings.. it is because i know you all very tired and wish to have a break liao...so i wont said what anymore... i just doing myself.... i really dont mind doing things much.... but i dont like you all like that.... haiz... i really dont know how to said.... yourself think ba... does not means not serious is bad... just sometimes... haiz... You all telling me.... brother said out whatever things... when i said out everything... at the back dont likely me... then why should i said again.. i prefer keep inside... you said is my false then is my false ba... More and more... i will become dont care you anymore... at the times, you wont said me saying you or angry you anymore.. when you saw the wei infront... that time de wei is fake 1 already... It is you all choosen 1... not me want like that... i used my heart to telling everything... at the end, i get what... said me change and whatever~~~~ you thought im not heart break....
Now i realizing my life really nobody understand me anymore... i still believe people will care each others and understand them... but NO!!! Human is like this.. just care own self.. never think to others people anymore... Shi Wei ah Shi Wei... if really want like that... ok... i will control my EMO and i wont care everything anymore.. as you all like... i wont said you anymore... i just leave....NO COMMENT~~~
~~~ 17 ~ 20 ~~~ This time camp really challenge... it make me get a lot of message and also make me understand around my frens how thinking of me.... fake shi wei will keep on now... dont know who really can share my everything with real shi wei le... everyday saw me hehe haha... but i never hehe haha... i really dont know why and i also dont wish to know anymore.... it is because will make me felt more sad... T^T
~~~ Unbelievable, im writing blog also got tear came out... It is means i really sad with everything that i realize.... But i just believe... everything i done... really is did by my heart... i never cheat..... At the camp, my leg get injured ah... Big until like Bao..can eat liao.. xD I'm mind to said SORRY, if you felt im wrong.. and you never get it anymore.. it is because i decide dont care anymore... you like how then how.... i just NO COMMENT.... 1 by 1 treating me like this... my heart can effort ah!!! T-T tear dont came out ah... Working now le... DAMN!!!
Shi Wei walk into deep fake world~~~
I just wont care anything anymore... take care my dear Brother and Frens....
~~~Fake Shi Wei~~~

~~~ Half Of the December ~~~

~~~ Half Way to Go ~~~
I still had half way to move on Jan... This december i really enjoy a lot... It is because every off days.. i also went out and had fun with all my frens... Thanks to them a lot... ^^
Today is 14 December already, But this week i will been working 3days only... It is because 17 Dec ~~ 20 Dec i will went to Ulu Yam Camping. This is our group 1st time self hander all the camp things... Im very excited with it... Hope we will had a good result right this camp...So the next years plan will had more people to join us having fun together.. =)
This weeks will been my busy weeks.. I had a lot of things need preparing the camp site things and busying write my report of internship.. It is because after my Camp. I have to hand in the Reports already.. >< swt lo.. im not yet completed it.. Y^Y.... Hope i will complete it as soon as possible... xD
Wish myself good luck 1st... ^>^
Wahahaha~~~ Unbelievable, i found back 1 of my secondary frens.. but she not yet accept me as frens... OMG, I finding so long times... finally i found 1 of them... I hope she got contact with others... so i can meet back my secondary frens and hometown frens~~ this news make me happy a lot too....
On the other hand, this recently i had share a lot my things to my dear frens... haha..i found out, actually i got a lot of real wish to care me de frens.. just sometime i really think too much... but no wonder how... all of my dear frens... i will treat you all nicely as what i can do... i wont care it is you all will care back me or not... For me, my dear frens, i will try to helping them when they need help.. =D Even you telling me, im using you.. i also nothing... it is because i believe you.. my frens... helping you or what... i also didnt said want you given me back something or what.. i just hope i can helping my dear frens who really needed my help... =D i will try my best... =)
I not the person like to show off.... i just like to share out everything... I think well knowing of mine frens will understand me... But i still got somethings that inside my deep heart and its never share out.. i really dont know how to share out those painful things....
Anyway, Thanks to who really care me... I can felt it... I hope all of you will Smile always.. ok?
Take care...
I need start to works liao ah.. =D
~~~Shi Wei~~~

~~~ Crazy 10 Event ~~~

~~~ Lolz, Crazy 10 event ~~~

10 Decemeber, We already decide watch movie(storm warrior) on that night... And our ticket is 9pm... After i finished my works.. i on the way home and preparing to go out watch movie at Time Square.. In between, i got sms asked my boss it is tomorrow need works. Then she reply, Since you so Guai,therefore tomorrow off ah... Wah, i heart this straight felt very full power and excited with the event of watching movie!!!7.30pm i went out home and fetch each of my frens.. when reach time square already 8.30pm...lol, by the way, i had never find parking so long at time square... walau eh, i turn around and around.. >< @@ Y.Y After finished watch movie, we at Time square there decide next plan.. it is because a lot of people dont have works and some just finished their SPM and STPM... We had discuss about going Clubbing,Pub, and Genting yam cha... At the end, we plan to genting..Wakau... we already crazy,The most crazy is..one of my frens got working on today!! But he still joined us crazy together... xD we all get ready at 12something and meet at mamak.. after that, around 1am we start our journey to Genting~~~ wahaha... reach there 2something already... Then we walk around finding Maggie mee and some drink... And also taken picture...now there got the felt of Xmas already... ^^ However this 24 december..we will going there... xD After bought the maggie mee... we went to the garden there sit down and had a meggie mee party 1st.. then chatting and taking picture around there... *Picture will uploading soon~~~ wahahaha.... Around 4something we went to take picture and Starbucks to had a drink and sit down chatting... Almost 6am that time, we start drive back to Taman Counnaght to take our breakfast lo.... The breakfast is Dim Sum...Wahaha.. All of this we are not planning at all... Just felt wish going where..then just go... wahaha.. Enjoy life is the best... Jia you everyone... Shi Wei =) Smile (=

~~~ Sleepy Days ~~~

~~~ Oi oi mood ~~~
I felt so wish to oi oi ah... IN SLEEPY MOOD now... how??? cham lo... Today early morning wake up..So wish i have more 1 or 2hours to have a rest on bed.... I really over tired already... Eye cant even on so well.... Just now drive also got keep fall asleep mood... Swt =.='' It's was so danger... but i really cant tahan... Therefore i drop down all window and drive normal speed until i reached office... Really danger got few times.. i already GG on the road... Cant even sitting and write my blog now....
Before today On oi oi mood, xD
I was oi 4hours after that fetch my dear frens to KLIA... Therefore after that straight went to office working... That is saturday so lucky im works half days... But after i finished my works... I went to PC shops to check and asked some question about so software error... After that, we went to take lunch together... Beside that, im share my experience of works to them and let them to improve me... After that, i went back home take L4D2 DVD to my kai brother house and let him to install it... I was so tired already... still dont have a chance to oi oi... Around 3..finally i got chance take a nap... But 3something my dear SAM called me and said it's time to went out get item and visit to his house accompany him at home to have FUN!!!
Around 11pm.... We take the preparing item to my dear SIMON house and had a small group BBQ right his house~~~~ We started BBQ at 12am and then we chat a lot of things and enjoying the little snack... xD After that, we all stay back right his house and have a pillow talk... But im just talk a bit then fall asleep already.. it is because i really too too too tired already.. But also not oi so well... After that, we wake up around 10something and out to have our breakfast. Then went back to his house and had our Volunteer Committee meeting about our camp information. We also plan an dance for Chi Hui Tang when had a activities of "sou gong 9"!! xP
Around 3something we went back home take a bath and went to The Mines to had our dinner and walk around to check it out got any present that we can buy from our Kai Mummy birthday... at the end, we bought the Apple Donuts given kai mummy...
Around 9something we went to langat Hill at Cheras there... People called as LookOutPoint!!!
We chat and share and yam cha and had fun right there with Kai mummy and frens.... When almost want reach 12am.... We open the Apple box and started singing happy birthay to kai mummy... take Picture eat donuts and everything.... Here i want to sing for my kai mummy...
Happy Birthady to you~~
Happy Birthday to you~~~~
Happy Birthday to Mummy~~~~~~
Happy Birthday to you~~~~
This year is our 1st day celebrate kai mummy birthday without inside the camp site... Wahahaha.. Mummy was so happy too...
It is time to start my works already!!
Take care...
Sleepy Shi Wei
=D

~~~ Passes 1week ~~~

~~~ One Week ~~~
As you see... our december already passes 1week.. it is very fast to reach the Xmas And New Year 2010??? This is why i said december is the most faster month to passes it.... It is because everyone was so excited with Xmas and New Year.... Some more it's holidays... Mostly people will travel to other place to enjoy their life before 2010......So wish everyone had a good December Life~~~
This week really tired... My eye keep on tired... I really didnt let my eye rest well... Should stop some activities and let my eye closed and have a good rest.. If not... i scare my eye will GG.... xD Today is Saturday, now i at office sitting here waiting job... =D and later afternoon i think better came back home and have a good rest... I really want to oi oi ah.. So terrible Tired..... Damn!!! =.=
After rest... Tonight will become an crazy boy again... swt =.=/// my mum already be tahan me jor.. keep on going on saturday night... Later She need called to OneFM and be tahan me(son) wahahaha !!! Thats funny le.... But wont had this kind of days..Dont Dream... You are working now..Dont Dream such impossible things...
Holy Shit~~~ I keep on felt oi oi!!! Cham lo..if at office oi jor i also dont know how... Give Boss Shooting~~~~~ bla bla bla bla.... =P
This december my event also quite full... erm.... Start on 17December... i have a camp (chi hui tang) to Ulu Yam there camp 4days... After that, i have to meet up 1 of my fren just came back from Hawaii for 2 weeks... sure have a lot of fun... After that 24 visit to Genting.. =D 25 at genting enjoy the Xmas life.... For other maybe will quite no full.. for me is enough de.. =D i just wish can out with a lot frens and have fun... others things i wont care so much... =D
So wish everyone had a great Decmeber... I need start to works liao ah... =P
Take care~~~
Octupus Shi Wei
Smile Always is the Best way to release your Emo!! =)

~~~ Morning Rain ~~~

~~~ Morning Rain ~~~
3 & 4 December 2009, OMGosh~~~~ Why this 2 days early morning also raining... When i awake i heard the sound of ti ti ta ta and cold... Make me felt want oi oi again... Raining really make me felt lazy to works.... Why must early morning raining... Y.Y When i want oi oi you didnt raining... Y.Y Dont like that treat me ah... God!! I know last time i didnt treasure when you are raining in the early morning.... But now i so wish can oi oi... it is impossible... i need to works... Lucky today not so traffic jam.... Yesterday was holy Shit... Jam until im @@" Really be tahan~~~ So wish call to ONEFM be tahan~~~~ xD
I'm really bad, when last time so many times to oi oi... Now working, keep not enough oi oi... Really bad to myself... even my eye want to rest more also cant.... But i got make so exercise at home... still can pretend on power full type!!! If not.. really tired and pain sie~~~~~ So doing exercise really important...
Now im at office wrote my blog... wahahaha ~~~ so brave ah me.... =P
Monday to Friday life of me~~~~
Monday, Early morning wake up... After bath and iron my shirt... Then finished prepare everything move to my car.... It is time to check my car...oil,petrol,break oil,steering oil and so on..... After that, start my journey to Puchong Utama Office to works... 35mins....I reached my office and i went to mamak to take my breakfast... its is always the same... Roti canai 2!!! Wahaha.. Drink..tak nak.... OMG~~~ They already know me.. when i sit down... saw me.. take 2 roti canai to me... And * it's sudah Potong.... Wahahaha =D Now i realize eat roti canai potong really nice that self potong and eat... You may try!! =P
Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday And Friday i also did the same things... but i didnt check my car everyday... is just per week 1 time i will checking my car.... Old car mah.. but it is good, i may learn a lot too.... =)
Saturday i also need to works... dont think i can rest.... Saturday im works half days.. means until 1pm... Mostly after works... i will back home and have a rest.. then night going out until the next days... My mum also felt ma pi with me... Every Saturday also like that... Wahahaha =D
This is my life when i started working... However sometime really bored... i felt happy too ah... Can learn a lot right working here!!! However sometime i really noob.. cant help a lot... but at least they will teaching me and sharing to me a lot of chance and new information of their software and life competition... wahahaha =D
Ok ah, i have to works....
See ya...
Octopus Shi Wei...
Why Octupus... continue next....
XD Take care everyone... ^^

~~~ December ~~~

So fast... december 1 already... im already works 1month right this company... wahaha xD
So great ah... erm... Before december i had cut my hair been short.... Felt long is not suit myself...
And also my result already out.. so great... Happy... However im get 1 subject C... 2 get A... =D
My internship report need to hand in on next next week... im not even start doing it...OMG~~~ Cham liao lo... Need fast fast to do it....
~~~ November 26, Im went to clubbing with hh and his frens... lolz... This is my 2nd time went to clubbing... I really like to went out with many frens and having fun.. We reach Maison around 11 or 12something.. i already not so remember the time already... After that, we all came in and sit down. Then we start drink alcohol and after that, they all went to dance floor having fun... But im sit down right there continue slowly enjoy my alcohol... Wahaha.... Why im going clubbing not dance... it is because i dont know dance.. Im such as noob!! wahaha xD however i dont know dance, but i saw my frens all play and dance very happy.. i will felt relax and happy too... I really dont like so heng people make me felt so sad and suffer... haiz.... That day im so tired... Drink not so much already felt want sleepy... lolz... After works, went to clubbing really tired lo... So next time must have a bit rest only went to crazy~~~ =D
~~~ Cut hair that days(November 29) ~~~
Wahahaha, so long didnt pakto with my lao gong (Sam) already... Today early morning....i go his gf house fetch him then we going Pandan Indah cut our hair~~~ Change a bit the style.... After that, going to Jalan Ampang to take our lunch... no need to ask ba.... That is "liang dou fu" a lot people..really crazy~~~~ Around 3something... we going to mines... but book fair make the mines too traffic jam... Therefore we change to Jusco Cheras Selatan... xD After reached there, we straight going to TGV bought 2 different movie tickets... 1 is Ninja Ass and another is New Moon... Wow, both of us sot already... After that, we go walk around to wait the 1st movie.. Ninja Ass at 4.20pm... In between, of course we got eat something like McFlully~~~ XD
Around 6pm we came back to my house and had a rest 1st... Then my sister share something to him thats what his want to know... 7something, We going out take our dinner at Sungai Long Double Dragon... 8something we reached Jusco again to waiting to watch the 9.40pm New Moon.... really thanks to sam... i chat a lot with him on thats days... I really share out a lot what im unhappy things with him.... really Thanks to him... xD
This december will been pass very fast... it because i have a lot of things need to prepare and doing... therefore i believe it will pass very fast... wahaha...
So keep going on...Jia you shi wei... I so wish everyday to write out my feeling.. But sometime i really cant write it out... dont know why... not everything in my heart were wrote out... haiz.. really wish to share out everythings... so i wont so suffer.....
Good luck to all my dear frens... Take care~~~ =)
Smile always to face everything~~~ =)

~~~Sudden Feel~~~

~~~Sudden Feel~~~
Why im said like that!! It's because im had been think a lot of things in this weeks~~~
Maybe im too lonely ba... wahaha XD so keep think~~~
Im start to think who am i again... It's what im said, do, style are hurting people???
I think back many things that i did before~~~ I found out, sometime im really got hurting people... After that, i remember it and try to change it... i dont wish to hurt people again... I know sometime im also will EMO!!! At the moment, what im saying really hurting people... But many things im just said the true, i talk very straight... i never true around and said!! im always straight forward sound out the things... i felt im like this only respected the person... But as i know, like this really hurting people....
This week im sudden thinking "her", im worry, wish to know how about her and everything of her... I not yet put down mah??? erm.... Really dont know whats' wrong with me... haha XD sot sot de again!!! Im also had dream "her" in this weeks.. I really not dare to call or sms her again... I so wish to sms and wish "her" GOOD LUCK in STPM... but im not dare... im not wish "her" miss understand or what... im not want give hope or what else again... Im felt myself not a good boy... im dont wish to hurting good girl like "her" again... Im really hope can been best frens with her again... no wonder how... Jia you with your STPM...
Keep listening OneFM every morning, really give me a lot feeling of thinking everything that they said and share to us.... Make me every morning also will think back everything i had done before... What is wrong and what is correct... And i found out... A lot of things that they share i had done before... But not everything that is im right... Im also realize what im did really is by heart... So i never scare~~~ But i also confuse.. Which is my quality frens?? which is just the quantity of frens le??? This is the OneFM questions that let me thinking~~~ I'm really dont know around me it is got quality frens??? haha xD but i also cant said i had quantity frens... I'm dont have much frens only...
That days chatting with my boss when traffic jam... He share with me everything... and he said i really know to think and very guai~~~ But i telling him im felt myself are bad... But he told me im really hardworking and chatting that times feel easy chat(communication)... not like other people~~~ harder to communicate~~ It's because got 1 of my clerk not so like share... But when im chat with him, dont have like boss saying... he chat with me a lot also... And he teaching me a lot things too.. really thanks to him... Wish him had a good future too... Boss asked me, when after study want works as what... im telling him is depend. If that time the society still had good quality... Maybe will works as IT 1st... only think Business things.. Im telling him, i dont wish works forever and i dont like keep stay at office... Im most like practical. After that days, he keep giving me practical jobs to do... And im learn a lot too... Then my boss wife also telling me, after this 2 month... if possible.. they wish i can helping them keep works... Im also free chatting with them... them also treat me very good... So great to met them... and i have earn a lot things too in this November!!! Thanks =)
Wahahaha, Also sudden think back my 21birthday... Seriously, im really jealous many people... their 21 birthday and my 21 birthday are different... im really unhappy 1... right this 21 happy birthday... im dont wish to think it again.. but this weeks suddenly flash back... make me sad again at the moment... im understand im jealous also not used.. because im really dont have quality frens anymore... But no wonder how people treat me... i still will try my best to treat each of my frens by the best way that i can do... Everytime im planning everythings also completed it myself and i wish to make it perfect and clean of information to everyone.. this is me.. i really dont like people planning then didnt keep update information... after that, last mins telling me this and that... im really dont like... I felt like this means im also not so important lo..got me or not also the same.... i realy felt like that...
Everyone also will Think for self benefit 1st... this is human been.. im also got like this... But i think back what im done.. however i got like this... but most of the things i did...also most on frens. Didnt think myself benefit 1st.... I really dont know good or not... But i felt like this very relax... Sometime im really angry and hate... When going out play.. im just wish can happy to enjoy.. but everything also got things that make me unhappy.. but im also tried didnt show out... it's because im understand everyone of them also got own mind and thinking... Sometime im really dont understand why some people only think of own benefit and dont care others people le.. only your benefit important, others people are bullshit?? haiz...
This weeks im also share my family things with my boss... And im realize my family really treat me very good enough.. however im really jealous each of my frens family.. but im understand my family.. im also never hate them... im will said thanks to my family.. Thanks dad and mum... i also love both of you... if possible... some me your love... im really wish i can felt warm... Im already very cold on everythings... And i really hate alone,lonely, cold and silent...
So many things i wish to share... but some of it already forgotten.. Everytime after works also back home and write my blog.. also no enough times... haiz...
Time's will never stop, i will try to keep going on.. however im always lonely to face everything... quantity frens really not used.. but i also dont have quantity frens.. wahaha xD
Wish STPM and SPM frens good luck and jia you~~
Take care!!
Writing is the only way to let me share half of the things that in my heart..
Cold heart Shi Wei... xD

~~~ Internship Life ~~~

So long didnt came here write my blog le... today very free right now!! actually every night also free, just sometime dont have the mood to write my things.... hmmm~~~~
Start my internship 2nd weeks lo... wow, keep coming ah.. the job!!! Boss treat me so nice, keep teaching me new things... and im keep learning too...so tired oh!!! But most of the time i always alone inside the office~~~ really felt bored, even i can online Fb and msn.... also felt nothing special~~~ it is because never got frens find me chatting!!! Wahaha... Am my frens all is just quantity and not quality?? wahahaha~~~~ really felt bored, lonely de... NOT SOMETIME~~~ Is most of the times!!! Sometime i thinking back, en, maybe i really got a lot quantity of frens.... But am i really have quality frens??? I really dont know~~~~
Every days of my internship,I will reach there at 8.30am... im drive very slow 80 ~ 90km!! 8am start going!! =D But after works at 6pm, i start drive back to home!! Traffic jam me 2hours!! walau eh~~~ so tired + bored!! Then im keep singing in the car!! If not... i really will bored until dead~~~ Some car will look on me, because i keep singing... people thought im crazy!! maybe!!! But everytime im drive back also is 120km++ lolz... crazy liao me!!
This is my internship life =P
Now im thinking to wake up more early and take 1 hours to exercise~~~ so i will more healthy!! And im already decide, if nobody treat me good, is alright!!
At least myself treat myself good and keep finding those are really can been my quality frens lo...
Alone for me, really felt nothing at all~~~~
Shi Wei will keep going to archive what i wish to have!!
Smile always is my slogan!! (:

~~~ November life ~~~

~~~November life~~~
I want share those feeling very long lo... wahaha XD
After final exam... im really release all my stressful... After that,i having 4days holidays... Everyday almost out until 1am... but i dont know doing what too... just yam cha yam cha~~~ wahahaha xD
Beside that, saturday that time i went to perak hot spring to enjoy... Night at home... sunday also the same.... Still got a lot things want to share... but the sadness things almost forget le... so no need write it out or think again ah... wahahaha XD
Today is my 1st days went to Puchong Utama doing my 1st internship!!! Lolz.... im so early already reach there!!! 9am start working... im 8am reach there!! lolz... then i ad my breakfast inside car with nasi lemak.... after that, i take a rest by close my eye... no oi oi~~~ waahaha XD 8.50 something... i saw my boss came and open the door!!! Then i also went inside together!!! After that, waiting my supervisor to brief me everyting... after that, i start doing my support services to customer!!! 1st days really felt tired... because need to remember and learnt a lot things that cant learnt inside books.... Around 6pm, they said can home already. so i said tata with them and start my traffic jam life.... i jam on the road almost 40min++ Haiz, im really felt bored inside the car... nothing can do... only listening music... really felt lonely... haiz!!! Even now im waiting my blog... my heart also felt cold and same like now weather.. Raining~~~ cold and lonely..... erm.......
8.53pm Monday Rain

~~~Today feeling~~~

Today i felt the god want to remind me something... because whole morning was darkness... and now it already raining.... Raining really make me feeling a lot of things and flash back a lot of memory...... Memory was include sadness and happiness..... Be people really dont so 任性!! dont so 贪心 too.... 贪心 will spoiled everything you have on now!!! So every time doing something also must think nicely before you make decisions.... Whatever decisions you has been decide, it will bring you to another leveling of challenge. If not yet reach the standard dont type to make the decision with jumping leveling... shortcut will only spoiled... will never helping in your life.... Therefore, we have to relax, research and ask yourself... to get the result of the decisions.... Sometime asking to must suggestion or opinions also is not a good point or way~~~ Important is what your next step to bring yourself forward in the future.... people wont cause much in your life, they just can helping you when needed help... ok?
Girl, i really dont wish giving girl hurting again!!! But why i like helping people... it is this is my style???? Some people will felt im stupid... but i dont care... i just been myself to do what i can do.... last time i wont care how ppl seem me.... or said me.... now already started got a bit scary!!! why suddenly will like that..... What happening inside my heart??? get hurt too much???? i really dont know... the true of me when i only can found back le..... But i just know, i keep been myself..the real of me...will came back again... Always Happy Wei....... Girlfren in our life really so important mah.... If you found that 1 not understand you, will bring you more suffer.... Therefore i prefer more frens also no want gf anymore.... i dont know LOVE de 定义 is what already.... im really blur!!! Dont think so much liao ah....
Just been myself and hehe haha everyday...
^^ smile to face everyday.. my life will mroe colourful~~~ ^^
Thanks for visit my blog... Hope you are enjoy... ^^
wish you all good luck too...
jia you in your life!!
Smile always~~ (:

~~~Final Exam~~~

~~~Final Exam~~~
Omg~~~ my internal marks was not so nice!!! need study harder to get PASS !!! T.T
My final timetable... 26,27 and 28.... but yesterday my frens just let me know... 27 night need celebrate birthday with secondary frens... OMG!!! I'm said yes!!! crazy liao..... After final exam... 28... i still have 29,30,31 and 1 to play and holidays!!! After that, have to start my internship(Workings with low salary)~~~~~~~~~ Until end of december.... This years really not time to play more..... Hope to have more time to rest ah.... I want to rest......
Gosh~~~ My another works also not successful yet~~~~ i think i need more hardworking already... Only can archive what i want to get in my life~~~~
No more dream come true!~~~~
Only have hardworking make everything be true~~~~
Jia you shi wei~~~
(: Wish everyone good luck too :)

~~~對別人好，就是快樂~~~

對別人好，就是快樂… for e-mail paste to here and share to everyone!!

某天，小張要去相親，因為沒有看過對方，擔心她長得太醜，
於是交代朋友，十分鐘後call他的手機，這樣他就可以藉機遁逃。

到了約會地點之後，小張發現女方驚為天人，
於是心想，等一下手機響不要回就好了。

沒想到，美女的手機這時候響了起來，美女聽了兩秒後，對小張說：
『對不起，朋友有急事找我，我要先走了……』


　
有一個男人在派對上對男主人說：
『今天的美女真多，要是待會兒我泡上一個，
你可不可以把樓上的房間借我一用。』

主人說：『那你老婆怎麼辦？』
這人說：『放心，她不會想念我的，我只失縱一下而已。』

主人說：
『我不是說這個，我是說十五分鐘前，她才向我借了樓上的房間。』
　
　
有一個老光棍，他並沒有什麼嗜好，
只是喜歡在睡覺前喝一點葡萄酒自娛。

然而，他發現這幾天有人偷了他的酒。

他便懷疑偷酒的是他的佣人，於是就把酒倒出來，
再裝入他的小便。但裝小便的酒，仍然每天減少。
他很不高興的把佣人叫來，責備一番。

『不，我並沒有偷喝！』
佣人說：
『我是想做味道更香更可口的菜給您吃，
所以我每天燒菜時，都加了一點在裡面。』

　
從這三則短文中各位有沒有發現什麼共通之處呢？

沒錯，你怎麼對別人，別人就怎麼對你；
你給別人什麼，別人就回報你什麼。


你給別人的，其實是給自己…
　

　
自食惡果的事說都說不完，讓我們再聽下面的故事：

在一家簡陋的酒館裡，正在喝大杯啤酒的 李 先生，突然覺得內急，
他匆匆忙忙站了起來，又想到上廁所時，酒可能被別人偷喝，
猶豫一會後，他找到一張紙，寫上：《我吐口水在這裡！》，
把它放在杯子下面，然後才放心的去上廁所。

過了幾分鐘後， 李 先生回來時，他看到另一張紙寫道：
《我也吐了一口在這裡！》。

哈！哈！哈！

　
我聽說從前有個人，他很不喜歡喝咖啡，
但是他太太並不知道，他從來沒告訴過她。

她非常喜歡喝咖啡，所以，每天早上都會順便為他…
準備一個熱水瓶的咖啡，跟他的便當擺在一起。

他一直都帶著那個便當和熱水瓶去工作，但是因為他很節儉，
所以每天晚上都會把那個熱水瓶帶回家，裡面的咖啡完全沒有被動到。

他知道太太很喜歡喝咖啡，為了要省錢，所以當她沒看到的時候，
他會將沒有喝的咖啡倒回咖啡壺裡。

晚上的時候他會用喝咖啡使他睡不著的理由把它推掉。
就這樣他每天都重複這麼做。

有一天，她的太太認識了另一個男人，
他們計劃好要毒害他，以獲取巨額的保險金，
於是她每天早上都放少量的砒霜在他的熱水瓶裡，
日復一日，直到最後她毒死了她自己。


你給別人的，其實是給自己的。
你說是不是呢？


如果，你對人冷淡，別人也會回以冷漠；
如果，你經常批評別人，你也會接收到許多的批評；
如果，你總是擺一張臭臉，沒錯，別人也不會給你好臉色。


當你帶給別人歡樂，你就會得到歡樂；
帶給別人祝福，你就會得到別人的祝福；
如果你經常讚美別人，不久你也會聽到有人在讚美你，
《你給別人的，其實是給自己的！》。

你讓他人經歷什麼，有一天你也將自己經歷；
你怎麼對待你的父母，將來你的孩子也會怎麼對待你。

我想許多人一定聽過，
格林童話中有一則關於一位老人和兒子住在一起的故事。

老人的耳力已經不行了，眼睛也看不見，
顫抖的雙手經常把飯菜洒得滿地，碗也常打破，
兒子夫婦倆感到非常厭煩，給老爸爸一付木製碗筷，
把他趕到廚房幽暗的角落，不准和大家一起用餐。

有一天，兒子看到自己的兒子用刀片消木頭，
他好奇的問孩子要做什麼。
結果孩子回答：『我在替你準備將來要用的木碗、木筷。』

從此以後，年老的父親又回到餐桌上吃飯，家人也都非常孝順他。


不管你對別人做了什麼，
那個真正接收的人，並不是別人，而是你自己；
同理，當你給予他人，當你為別人付出，
那個真正獲利的也不是別人，而是你自己。

有一個農夫的玉米品種，每年都榮獲最佳產品獎，
而他也總是將自己的冠軍種籽，毫不吝惜地分贈給其他農友。

有人問他為什麼這麼大方？

他說：
『我對別人好，其實是為自己好。
風吹著花粉四處飛散，如果鄰家播種的是次等的種籽，
在傳粉的過程中，自然會影響我的玉米品質。
因此，我很樂意其他農友都播種同一優良品種。』

他的話看似簡單卻深富哲理，凡你對別人所做的，就是對自己所做的。
所以，凡事你希望自己得到的，你必須先讓別人得到。


你若想被愛，就要先去愛人；

你期望被人關心，就要先去關心別人；
你想要別人對你好，就要先對別人好。

如果你希望交到真心的朋友，你就必須先對朋友真心，
然後你會發現朋友也開始對你真心；如果你希望快樂，
那就去帶給別人快樂，不久你就會發現自己愈來愈快樂。

我們所能為自己做的最好的事情，就是去為他人多做點好事。

凡你想給予自己的經驗，就給予別人；
想別人怎麼對你，就怎麼對待別人。


每封信都代表一份緣的傳遞.......
看信是一種幸福、它代表你有空閒.......
沒空看信也是一種幸福、它代表你有比看信更重要的事忙著.......

~~Sushi Sushi I love you~~

OMG sushi agian!!! wahaha xD
sushi promotion make human crazy~~~ everybody q to wait and eat sushi!!! wahaha xD really crazy!!! Mostly of people like sushi~~~ it is really nice??? of course it is very very nice!!! unbelievable~~~~ so what you waiting for??? today 15 is last days... dont waste your time.... just visit to SuShi King and take the sushi eat~!!!! wahaha xD
enjoy everyone!!
Sushi later im coming..wait me oh!!! =D
Sushi control everyone to eat,
everyone beat the sushi..... (:

~~Wahaha Blur Sot Bubu Octopus~~

~~OMG~~
I'm so love octopus~~~ wahaha xD
this is not the point of today!! Actually what are the important things in our life!!
really dont know!!! if you said that is important, but not so.. you said not important also same.. not so!!! therefore just believe doing whatever you think ah!! wahaha xD Unhappy is today im get genting news.. 1st is they calling asking me how long of my period of intership... after that, need see my result or CGPA only decide want me or not!! After that, i sent my result to them... They reply me and let me know cant accept me.. because my result dont have 75%above... haiz!!! I'm really sad at the moment.. after that, i nothing again~~~ wahaha xD and im decide to apply again of my next internship!!! aza aza fighting!!! sot liao!! <@@>~~~ Now waiting the next company conform to me whether want me or not... erm.... OMG~~my assignment was so hard ah... aiyoyoyo, think until my brain keep blooding!!! ><" Next week really need fight 99 for mid term, presentation, assignment duedate!!! =D Happy and smile to face them... i believe i can do it... jia you ShiWei!! (: take care!! good luck to every exam students!! =) Miracle is always around us!! (:

~~~Keep Listening Jay Songs~~~

This few days im keep listening jay songs!!! im really blur, reality of life was really suffer!!! im really dont know what can do... but today i have decided already.... Just been myself... However i know not everyone and nobody to come understand what my heart thinking!!! Just treat all my dear frens good ba!!! ever they will think im got problem... But at least im been myself!! as my dream... Helping a lot people as i can!!! However my heart really cold without warm... but just do what should do... i sure can found the warm!!! This is me!! is you all felt im crime or disturbing you!!! dont find me been your frens!!! seriously i never felt warm!! because many things happening make me hard to believe was is true and false!!! what is real and lie!!! Haiz~~~ dont think le... Decide been yourself, dont care so much!!! Just been what i want to been!! Smile ShiWeiZz to face everything to make miracle~~~~
Wish you all the best.. my dear frens~~~
(: ShiWeiZz :)

~~What am i~~

Haiz~~ i really dont know what am i!!! treat good, also is crime?? erm... In my life, i really felt a lot a lot things that........ dont wish to said out... haiz~~~
Just want to Haiz~~~
Where can i fa xie~~~
so suffer~~
tired~~~
streesful~~
nobody will understand...
tata shiwei!!

~~~Unbelievable Weeks~~~

Wah,So long didnt update my blog... erm... So busy this recently.. Somemore a lot things has been happened in my life~~~ I would like to share this few weeks only.. erm... This week will busy preparing preparing + preparing~~~ Next weeks is my unbelievable weeks!! It is because i have 1midterm + 3presentation and 4assignment!! OMG~~~ Unbelievable!!!
This recently im really blur a lot things... Keep thinking a lot things!! and thanks to who keep let me understand a lot of "xxxx " things... Let me know which type and which type!!! Friends... really a lot of type, whole world got so many unbelievable people!!! Do aspect how good there ah... Just must believe self... What you doing wont regret!!! Therefore dont wonder how people said!!! Just believe yourself!!!
3 October 2009. I'm been a volunteer at Chi Hui Tang!!! tayton view there temper!! Wow... Maybe i didnt warm up myself..then keep move this to there and that to here!!! The second days... my hand was like BURNING and very tired!!! cant even taking a bottle of bottle(1L). Until today also very painful~~~~ But i still going to basketball at Sunday with my brother small and Kuo sean!!! After that, It becomes more worst.... Lolz...so dai sei~~~ But i wont regret and blame...It is because i like to been volunteer~~~ wahaha.. what even i can help... i sure help~~~ Some more really happy to been volunteer~~~~~~~~~ Thanks everyone who let me learnt a lot of knowledge~~~ Stop here ah... next time share some more details topic in my life!!! take care!!
wish all the Best and the Best~~~ Especially PMR,SPM and STPM frens~~~ (:

~~My life was so difficult~~

~~My life was so difficult~~

In my life was so difficult... this is true.. but nobody know and understand me... People maybe will felt i really "bu zhi zhu"!! but the true is i really face a lot problems.. you never know my hard and sadness~~~~ When i with my family talk about money!!!! So many problems will coming out... Somemore my family doesn't treat me good de.... Seriously i really sad and thinking to end my life.... it is because i really suffer + suffer + suffer!!! I can't imagine why i can stand strong until now!!! It is i'm childish~~~ or what else i dont know~~~~ I really dont know how long i still can stand strong... i really sad.... Everytimes face this problems... my tears was drop inside my heart.... What i can do??? I doesn't know.... I doing everything and try with 120%... But it is not enough!!! I really "sam fu"+++++++++++++++++
"People look you good, i see people good only"
Nobody can understand you~~~ at least they really care about you.... My heart was so many broken~~~~~~~~~~~ but i still stand strong right here to fight with it... it is because i believe i can change it~~~~ but i doing so much...they result was still the same~~~ I really dont know what can i do liao.... Family was keep hurting me~~~~~~~~~~~ sad~~ T.T again.. haiz... If you family was treat you good enough, must treasure it... I will still treasure them however they didnt treat me good... but maybe i will end my life 1st... i really dont know~~~
~~~Suffer Suffer Suffer~~~
T.T

~~A Sudden Party~~

~~A Sudden Party~~

Yesterday 30 Ogos 2009.
At the night, My frens sudden telling me want went to 21 century Kajang take dinner together!!
8.00pm, We start take the journey to fetch frens who i need to fetch~~~ 1st, i fetch Kent together with me went to Chermaine house fetch her~~~ and sean with nikko went to fetch joan~~~
After that, we waiting Ming at Mc Donald Tun Hussien Onn!! So Shock he also joining us, but after the 21 century he went back home and preparing to going Quattro club with his secondary frens celebration merdeka days!!
Around 10 something, we sitting right there thinking when should been going on the next plan~~~~ Then i telling sean; Chermaine want to sing k tonight~~~
After that, we asking number and contact to NEWWAY and GREENBOX to confirm the price!! 10.30pm, We decide went to Jusco GreenBox!!! Price is RM42++ per person then free drink + snack + supper!!! time is 10.30pm - 3pm~~~~~~~
We play as crazy and singing like singer right there!!
Beside that, when i look on the screen with the lyrics!! So many songs have meaningful lyrics ( More on Old songs )....make me so Touch on it~~~
I will choose some to write out on the next... hehe =D
This party was ended at 4.30am !!!
It was a great sudden party!! wish all of them have a great days too!!
Take care and keep smile (:

~~Group Photo~~

~~朋友的定义是什么~~

~~朋友的定义是什么~~

~~朋友的情谊是一辈子的 真正的朋友是一生的幸福~~

~~朋友是可以心甘情愿为你做任何事的人~~

~~朋友不是当他有10亿元的时候给你1万元;而是他只有1分钱的时候全部给你的人~~

~~朋友是你愿意分担他的一切;而他只让你分担的人~~

~~朋友是宁愿远离你去成全你的追求;而当你一无所有时候又坚定不移的守护着你的人~~

~~朋友就是悲伤时可以倾诉的对象;
朋友就是希望分享快乐的同伴;
朋友就是愤怒时的出气筒;
朋友就是自己永远也不想摆脱的人;
朋友是一面镜子;永远能照出最真实的你;
朋友是救命稻草;永远在你最需要时出现;
朋友是人生旅途的驿站;供你休憩;
朋友是可以停泊的港湾;任你停泊;
朋友是你有我有大家有的一种资源;
同时,从某种意义上讲,朋友是不可再生资源,珍惜朋友,友谊长存~~

~~朋友不一定合情合理,
但一定知心,
不一定形影不离,
但一定心心相惜 ,
不一定锦尚添花,
但一定雪中送炭,
不一定常常联络,
但一定放在心上~~

~~朋友的10种定义~~

1.不论在生活中，还是在网上
人人都会有朋友
　　朋友是什么
　　朋友就是彼此有交情的人
　　彼此要好的人
　　友情是一种
　　最纯洁、最高尚、最朴素
　　最平凡的感情
　　也是最浪漫、最动人、最坚实
　　最永恒的情感
　　人人都离不开友情
　　你可以没有爱情
　　但是你绝不能没有友情
　　一旦没有了友情
　　生活就不会有悦耳的和音
　　就死水一潭
　　友情无处不在，她伴随你左右
　　萦绕在你身边，和你共渡一生


2.朋友是一种相遇
大千世界，红尘滚滚
　　于芸芸众生、茫茫人海中
　　朋友能够彼此遇到
　　能够走到一起
　　彼此相互认识，相互了解
　　相互走近，实在是缘份
　　在人来人往
　　聚散分离的人生旅途中
　　在各自不同的生命轨迹上
　　在不同经历的心海中
　　能够彼此相遇、相聚、相逢
　　可以说是一种幸运
　　缘份不是时刻都会有的
　　应该珍惜得来不易的缘

3.朋友是一种相知
朋友相处是一种相互认可
　　相互仰慕，相互欣赏
　　相互感知的过程
　　对方的优点、长处、亮点、美感
　　都会映在你脑海，尽收眼底
　　哪怕是朋友一点点的可贵
　　也会成为你向上的能量
　　成为你终身受益的动力和源泉
　　朋友的智慧、知识、能力、激情
　　是吸引你靠近的磁力和力量
　　同时你的一切
　　也是朋友认识和感知你的过程

　4.朋友是一种相契
朋友就是彼此一种心灵的感应
　　是一种心照不宣的感悟
　　你的举手投足，一颦一笑
　　一言一行，哪怕是一个眼神
　　一个动作、一个背影、一个回眸
　　朋友都会心领神会
　　不需要彼此的解释
　　不需要多言，不需要废话
　　不需要张扬，都会心心相印的
　　那是一种最温柔、最惬意
　　最畅快、最美好的意境

5.朋友是一种相伴
朋友就是漫漫人生路上的
　　彼此相扶、相承、相伴、相佐
　　是你烦闷时
　　送上的绵绵心语或大吼大叫
　　寂寞时的
　　欢歌笑语或款款情意
　　快乐时的
　　如痴如醉或痛快淋漓
　　得意时的
　　善意的一盆凉水
　　在倾诉和聆听中感知朋友深情
　　在交流和接触中不断握手和感激

6.朋友是一种相助
风雨人生路
　　朋友可以为你挡风寒
　　为你分忧愁
　　为你解除痛苦和困难
　　朋友时时会伸出友谊之手
　　是你登高时的一把扶梯
　　是你受伤时的一剂良药
　　是你饥渴时的一碗白水
　　是你过河时的一叶扁舟
　　是金钱买不来，命令下不到的
　　只有真心才能够换来的最可贵

7.朋友是一种相思
朋友是彼此的牵挂
　　彼此的思念，彼此的关心
　　彼此的依靠
　　思念就像是一条不尽的河流
　　像一片温柔轻 拂的流云
　　像一朵幽香阵阵的花蕊
　　像一曲余音袅袅的洞箫
　　她有时也是一种淡淡的回忆
　　淡淡的品茗、淡淡的共鸣

8.朋友是一种相辉
朋友
　　就像是夜空里的星星和月亮
　　彼此光照，彼此星辉
　　彼此鼓励、彼此相望
　　朋友
　　也就是镶嵌在默默的关爱中
　　不一定要日日相见
　　永存的是心心相通
　　朋友不必虚意逢迎
　　点点头也许就会意了
　　有时候遥相晖映，不亦乐乎

9.流星虽逝 美好的愿望依旧在心底
于是所有的日子都轻松
　　于是所有的负重都甜美
　　于是不会再后悔
　　于是不会遗憾未了又遗憾
　　于是过去了的成为回忆
　　于是今天拥有的不会再无奈
　　拥有过的,永远不会失去
　　没有得到的,亦无须苦苦追求
　　是你的,迟早都是你的
　　不是你的,永远都不会属于你
　　只要你不为天长地久而苦恼
　　不必为失去的而遗憾
　　不必留恋昨天
　　只在乎曾经拥有

10.男人女人们的友情
不知是谁说过,
　　男人的友情是写意，女人的友情是工笔
　　男人的友情是物质的，女人的友情是精神的
　　男人的友情多为锦上添花，女人的友情多为雪中送炭
　　男人之间多是一起笑的朋友，女人之间多是一起哭的朋友

关于朋友的定义我真的不了解是什么了??这一些都是很多人的意见和分享关于朋友的定义!!希望大家会珍惜朋友之间的友情!!

~~Know Yourself More~~

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx Visit this website to know yourself more~~

~~About Myself~~
~~(Personality Quiz Answers)~~

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Most of it are so correct... That means i know myself.. but nobody understand me.. few days never smile, i really cant smile...
T.T

~~I'm bad boy~~

~~I'm Bad Boy~~
I'm really felt myself was bad... I have did a lot of bad things....
But it is everyone never did wrong, fault or bad things??? What things we did is correct?? What things we did is wrong?? I really doesn't know what is correct or wrong... What i did is bad~~~ I really did a big mistake and i fault of doing that... Really Sorry... Maybe i still not enough mature~~~ Am i, i Am.... What can i do... this time i really don't know~~~~
However i did wrong, but i never lie~~~ what i did is by my heart... But nobody understand me~~~ Everyday wake up only alone at home!! Many people also the same... But i have try been this since kids that time... I can't ever felt warm of family... Last night, my mum asking me take somethings on the table to somebody.... after that, night at home... She can't found a paper that on the table need give my sister to fill up the information... She keep finding also can't found... that shock me~~~~~~~ Said it is i taking it to somebody... i very confirm to her i didn't... but nobody believe... ever is my family.... NOBODY understand me or really care to me... Every times i think or get again the same things... Seriously I'm tear was inside my heart dropping~~~ Outside i really be so strong, it is because i no want people look down me... when i alone at home or somethings has happening... i always is the weak 1..... my heart really hurt '2'....
You said you are the hurt~~~
Have you thinking of me to said that and the most hurt is me~~~
I really doesn't know which people is really care on me and would like to listening what i share... Therefore i only can wrote out the feeling of me... Every times i read back or saw it also will felt sad~~~
Every times i smile, but this smile is not me..
It is because nobody care, but i don't wish other friends worry about me..
That why i keep smile, but inside my heart was so cold..
So contradictions (矛盾)~~
Want people care, but not want worry~~~
Today i really can't smile~~~~
T.T

~~Stress~~ & ~~Heart~~

17/08/2009 7.10pm Rain

~~Stress~~
What is "stress"??
Anyone who really know the meaning of stress???
Or understand what stress is???
I really dont know what is stress??
It is when felt so tired & worry & scary about somethings, that time calling stress!!!
Most of person will face with family force on result or what else!!!
For me, my family never forces me to get colourful result. But actually they are wish, i do so...
Because of this myself almost crazy, tomorrow start the 1st final exam... but im still right here writing my feeling!!
Some people will felt im so great, no family force.. but actually got, they didnt said out... but when they know about the result was failed. my father will crazy...
Because when i talk "MONEY" with my father... everything will be different!!! "MONEY" is his life..
Therefore, every time i study or what else... i also tried my best!! Many time i also didnt asking to them about what fees...
I really doesnt like take "MONEY" with them and talk about "MONEY" with them....
Every time after final exam, i start worry about my result... if i get failed... my life will goes to more crazy!!!
Nobody know why i person like that... it is because nobody understand my family and me!!!
Maybe people will said me "bu zhi zhu" dont know treasure it!! But i do and i appreciate it!!!
Last time, i felt myself really useless... doing what else also nothing special...because i dont have high IQ or EQ...
In my life, i understand..Whatever i do... i hardworking doing it... i believe i will archive what i want...
But this is doesnt easy things... because no family supports... really heart pain... But i still on going... i believe 1 days their will supporting me!!
"MONEY" is giving me a lot problem and stress!!! So wish this world doesnt talk to "MONEY"
But this is impossible things... everythings also talk to "MONEY"
What "NO MONEY NO TALK" this really makes me crazy!!!

~~Heart~~
What is "heart"??
Have anyone used their heart to treat everyone!!
I have... Whatever i do, i used my heart to do, chat, share....
Because i believe used heart to complete everything is the best!!!
But have people used heart treat me or not!!! I really dont know!! I want know!!
but I dont dare... therefore I dont wish to know the answer too...
Friends, be friends with me is good or bad... I dont know... but i just know,
when i was your friends... i will used heart to helping you, listening you, supporting you!!
It is got my friends treat me back like that?? Used "Heart"?? I also dont wish to know!!!
"TALK HEART BY HEART" i believe this is the best!!! Maybe you will said i want friends helping back,
I can said... yeah.. I think like that... I really wish my friends can treat me back like that...
But I also dont want people force to treat me like that.... Because I really hate get "FORCE"!!
Family, I believe family also used heart on me... if not they wont scolding me!! But everything also because of "MONEY"
I really dont understand what is the important things??? Seriously... I have try to think of end my life!!!
But I already 21, why I want so stupid to end my life... it is I should do more well in my following life???
I really want to THANKS my sister.. No wonder how, she always believe me, supporting me, however something we got some argue!!
But my sister really understands me... She know I really stress when talk on "MONEY" she know I need care of people!!
Why I treat people by heart!! It is because I need people caring me... I really wish i got friends which always can care me...
Share with me, chatting with me... Have anyone tried live in alone??? However i stay with family...
But i live like alone........ When I’m kids already like that, sometimes i really think it is I’m crazy??
Or i learning and facing more things that other people... or i really still same like kids???
Why i said so, it is because morning wake up.. all working, night, sleep... if i didnt meet friends or online...
100% at home alone and never talk!!! Got mobile phone, SO!!
Why should i always finding people said gai gai or what else!!! why cant people finding me!! WHY???
I really dont know why, but i also dont wish to know why already!!
Now, I’m already 21. If my fate is like this.. im also have to walk the following road... But i will still try my best to treat everyone good,
no wonder how...i believe 1 days people will treat me back!!! Maybe that time is end of my life!!

~~崴的人生~~

~~ 是人就有感情，有感情就會愛、恨、嗔、癡，費心安排過的感情，就算錯，也依然精采。~~

~~ 人生是一种很复杂的考验~　
每一个人都在面对着眼前的困难~可是没有一件事情是有一定对或错~当我们面对着人,事和物时候是要去了解他而不是只看外表~因为很多时候他是被逼或有自己的想法和苦充~他们都是有好有坏~只要用另一个角度去看待他们~一切都会更美好~我们要学会满足~才有能力走的更远~伤心和快乐只是一分之差~不埋怨就会很快乐 ~~

~~ 我的人生接下来会是怎样呢? 是不是决定了要勇往直前呢? 我的人生还有几多个十年,真的要好好的干一干吗? 我真的做得到吗? 我有这个你不能力吗? 我能承受的了那压力吗? ~~

~~ 微微笑一笑,心情自然好!! =) 保持笑容,天天开心! ~~

~~ 自己是自己,別人是別人!! 不用羡慕; 妒嫉别人 ,
因为别人正在承受比我多的烦恼!! 我要比人家付出更多才可以有成功!! ~~

~~ 靠山山倒,靠人人倒,靠自己最好!! ~~

~~ 一个悲观的人做每样事情都会困难重重,相反,一个乐观的人做每件事都看到无限契机。~~

~~ 我真的找到了目标吗?我的目的又是什么呢?我有没有能力突破难关吗？我有没有勇气承受这个压力呢? ~~

~~ 什么是朋友？友情又是什么？~~

~~ 什么是家人？亲情又是什么？~~

~~ 什么是金钱？？~~

~~ 我的人生真的有很多问题啊！！我该这么面对呢？？~~

~~大家见我天天笑笑；以为我是很开心。可是没有一个人知道我的心里的感受。说是说会支持你；可是什么是支持，支持是一个意思为了安慰你；还是要有行动的支持呢？友情，爱情，亲情 = 烦恼！！金钱更烦恼！！~~

~~What is Friends~~

Wahaha friends again... sometimes i really blur... can you image or not~~~~~~~~~ hmmmm, why friends between friends... got so many things???? Dont know why, i really felt friends was the important to me... because no friends like no life le.... haiyo, do you felt bored... if you dont have friends???? or sometime sharing what... nobody will choi you....do you know that feeling... feel so weird and hurt~~~~~ Maybe is myself too like to treat friends good or what else... therefore, when friends need me... sure everyone finding me.... when nothing else... nobody will find me.... this i know, mostly friends are like that... but i like friends no wonder what..also 8 with me.... Because i really like friends care~~~ i felt relax..when having a lot of friends care of me!!!!!!!!!!!!! but.. in my life was full of challenge... it is no such friends will treat me as their important friends... this is what i felt..... however it is hurting me... but i will still treat you all are my important friends.... Every time i saw ppl 21 birthday celebration... i also felt sad and tear drop inside my heart.... i really jealous about it..... Many times i thinking and thinking... it is i be people friends got problem~~~~~~~~~~ why i never can get that kind of friends or celebration de party???????????????? I really jealous~~~ Do anyone know??? Nobody.. i just can keep inside my heart and reminder myself..... just be myself.... if my fate is like that.... Only the things i have to accept is.... keep walking forward.... to look something more in future..... Why i used heart to treat people... but people mostly thinking im try finding something of their??? haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~What is Friends~~
People always said~~~
If you are alone, I'll be your shadow
If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder
If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile
But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be Me.
~~But got how many doing this???
Said the true... i was doing this... but nobody appreciate it~~

~~Party~~

~~Party~~
08.08.2oo9 Wei Ying create a birthday party and gathering at she house~~~~ OMG~~~~ at the party we crazy like evil.... playing like kids..... laugh like tiger~~~~~~~~~~~~and... running like dog catch cat~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ wahahah xD
This is a great gathering and birthday party~~~~~~~~~~ Follow picture is an picture we take when look serious but just some people break it??? because they smile and smile =D erm............. but consider funny too... wahaha xD however everyone so long didnt meet... but mostly of things are still same... haha xD No wonder where when??? we still are FOREVER 5C... Wish they all good luck and having a good future~~~ take care my dear bro & sis~~~ hehe.... that night really happy~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wish always got this chance ah~~~~~~~~~ hehe xD
~~When frens meet together~~
~~everything will felt so relax~~
smile always (:

~~Friends~~

Today i went to meet my frens sharing at McDonald taman counnaght~~~~~ After that, when i waiting to going home.... because my fren on waiting his fren coming to take lunch....Therefore im still accompany and waiting his frens... after that, his frens reach~~~~~~~~~ and i felt his frens " wear color spec " to looking on me~~~~~~~~~~~~ at the moment, i think..... it is anything wrong i doing????? erm......................... This feeling make me so uncomfortable...

~~Friends~~

Got a lot type of friends~~~~~~~~~ Each also having their own style to be friends with you!!! is that true????? Like frens with frens....... then his frens came here~~~~~~~~~~ why should " wear color spec " to looking on me?????????????? am i did any worst thing to your frens???????????? NO... im not~~~~~~~~ Then why you want like that treat people frens???? If that people got did something to hurt your frens or what.... you " wear color spec " looking on people... sure no problem................... People frens, his/her self more clean that you~~~~~~~~~~ No need you to helping them to looking their frens.... Some more, Maybe they are good frens.. giving you looking like that, after that... no need said.... you will said... eh, your frens not good or what bad things on him/her~~~~~~~~~~~~~ this is a bad things, you are destroy people relationship..... Why want been like that, it is you are worry , scare or just a protect???????????? I realize friends really is a big knowledge~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If his is my frens, i wont hurt my frens~~~~~~~ it is because for me... frens are important to me... why i should hurt them???? somemore i like helping people~~~~~ like that got wrong???? seriously im so unhappy today~~~~~~~~~~ This is what i realize!!!!!!!!!
World is so reality~~~~~~~~~~~
Good Friends also is hard to find~~~~~~~~~~~~
Be good, people treat you like evil~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but i wont give up~~~~~~~~
because i believe~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
jia you ah...add oil ya~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i can do it~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
keep Smile (:
everyday colourful~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~Frens~~

~~~Friends~~~~
What is friends??? Can anyone describe it??? erm.... For me friends in my life was very important.... Dont know why i so weird~~~~ i like to meet and know more frens.... therefore im so 8 gua to find people chatting... Somemore, i like to helping my frens.... no wonder is who... i will also try my best to helping them when they need me.... (: i just know, can helping people is a great things.... therefore, no wonder how bad the frens treat me.... i will still helping when they needed my help~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Maybe you think i easy bully.... but is not.. im understand and clean what im doing..... but sometimes, how frens treat me??? It is because im seldom got caring of my family, therefore i so hope can get caring of frens..... maybe is me felt myself like disappear in this world~~~~~~~~~ nobody will care me or finding me gai gai, chatting or what else~~~~~~~~~~~ people said.. you can find me... when finding... a lot of reason to stop your invite..... For me.... im sad~~~~~~~~~~~ but im understand!!!!!!!!!! maybe i got a lot of problem, therefore nobody like me.... but my frens was treating me as what?? really dont know!!!! I dont want to think and also not want to know~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ because im already know the answering!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everytime i also telling myself dont think about it.... but everytime i will also get this feeling... seriously get hurt... but no choice ah... fate is fate... life is life... im only can choice to think positif and keep smile (: so my life only will become more colourful~~~~~~~~~~ hehe.. anyway... thanks my frens too... because of them, i learnt a lot of things too... (:
Do you trust your friends???
Do your friends trust you???

~~Songs~~

This few days keep listening this few songs..... When you Believe and New Divine~~~~~~~~~~~~ For me.. really nice.. i had learnt a lot of things when im listening... and im understand it...... People maybe listen is because nice... but me is more that.... i like listening nice music and the lyris or the songs..... it is because a lot of songs was many nice lyris.. however some songs are not so nice... but the lyris really meaningful~~~~~~~~~~~ i will like it too... (:
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe.... (:
Jia you everyone... we must believe on self to prove yourself is strong.... (: