What i buy is NEEDED in my life, not WISHING in my life.

Saturday, May 29

~~~ Try New =) ~~~

Wahaha... yesteday out with them.... go gai gai here and there... however is just a while.. but really fun.. =) erm... myself also get bought 1 things!! my ku zhi.. =D erm... for presentation use!! ^^
erm.... and today is a time to meet up with them.... >D
maybe i have to try all new things in my life... i should not stay old style anymore... i have to improve more... =)
New generation in my life again... =)
must try to be more brave and confident to going on what i wish to get... ^^
第一次见你就有一种触电的感觉~~ =D 触电S.H.E~~ =D 希望我们还有机会一起gai gai~~~ =D
However we didnt chat much.. but really felts happy and nice to meet you all!! =D
thanks ya... have to work harder on this 2 days to finish my works.. =D
jia you jia you gambateh~~ =D

Friday, May 21

男生的痛,有时女生不会懂。。。Share

女生不懂,当女生在为男生不打电话生气时,男生可能在干着又苦又累的工作。。。

女生不懂,当男生为女生披上他自己的衣服是,他也是如坠冰窖。。。

女生不懂,当女生一句话让男生沉默的时候,男生不是生气,而是深深的受伤。。。

女生不懂,当看到男生一只快乐时,不是男生没有痛苦,而是全部埋在心底。。。

女生不懂,当女生为男生付出的时候,男生不是看不见,而是不善于表达。。。

女生不懂,当男生挑剔女生不好的时候,在别人面前却夸的如天仙一般。。。

女生不懂,当男生转身的时候,女生看不到男生眼底的悲伤和心理的泪和血。。。

女生不懂,当男生失意的时候,永远是孤独的喝着酒。。。

女生不懂,当男生在坚强的外表下,有时候是一颗异常脆弱的心。。。

女生不懂,当男生悲伤的时候,永远不会骂女生,是因为男生还深深的爱着她。。。

女生不懂,当女生痛苦的时候,男生的心痛永远不会比女生少。。。

女生不懂,当男生离开的时候,并不代表他不爱她,而是不想浪费她的青春和感情。。。

女生不懂,当男生选择成为过客的时候,男生的心中永远刻着女生的名字。。。

女生不懂,当男生装傻的时候,不是忘记,而是在想如何给女生一个惊喜。。。

女生不懂,当男生生气的时候,不是因为不能承受女生的无理取闹,而是因为被女生的话深深地伤害。。。

如果一个男生真的爱一个女生,他的许多都是女生不懂得,男生对女生的尊重和爱也不会比女生付出的少,因为男生承受的东西本就很多,男生的心不会比女生坚强,因为女生可以发泄,而男生却只能压在心底。。。很多时候不要太责怪一个男生。。。因为他爱的同样甚至更深。。只不过被深深的藏起。。。

~~~ 20 May Last Night ~~~

20 May... So fast the end of may is around the corner.... im so scare about my studies... >< really so hard to handle it this times... YEar3 subjects really unbelievable harder.... =X
erm... anyway today is my 1st time meet with my 2nd maker of Final year project... wow... she told me to make clean about my title and get 3 journal... im on trying to get the idea with the journal.. really so much journal have to read... ><
after that, afternoon im out with 2 funny girls going to MV to take lunch and walk around... =D
then night im going celebrate my good fren chinese birthday celebration.. =D wow.. really enjoy.. the seafood really so delicious and nice... wakaka... next time go again.. =D Then we going so many place with to get dessert.. but also no place can available to us... at the end..we going to paparich to take tea and chit chat right there and also group photo.. =D
Now... im have to start my journal again.. wish myself good luck.. =)
jia you!! ^^

Thursday, May 20

~~~ moody wei ~~~

Moody wei... erm... what im did now.. keep on smile.. but not really happy... im really moody of what happening last night event and today morning before came to uni... I have no idea whats wrong with my life... it is i really need face such frens and family to in my life!!! or i have to ignore all of them to just focusing studies in my last year.... when thinking the things that happened to me.. i really unhappy and moody.. im really dont understand why???? frens like that... family like that.... it is im really so no point for you all to care???? im also a human been... i got feeling.. im not a robot... nobody telling me it is is myself problem or what.. i also dont know how to face it... i really moody... i dont know can i sharing with who... so im just share at here to release my feeling.. Seriously, how long i gotta standing here so strong to face it???? i would never know about it... At least i know.. i will DOWN soon~~~
Moody Shi Wei

Tuesday, May 18

~~~ Midnight celebration ~~~

Wow... last night i was going celebration Nikko birthday..
My frens plan at Newway leisure mall there have a celebration....
10pm something we going to leisure mall newway... 11 we start singk right there...
Before that, we giving the cake to counter and telling them 12 take the cakes in....
!@$$^#$%# give them za dou.. they came to our room asking again.. WALAU eh, at the same time.. NIkko is going to toilet.. so the staff asking NIkko... WTF... we all Stunned right there at the moment... really give them za dou BOOM.... anyway... we also having a fun celebration right there...
Start singing.. all pick CLUBBING songs.. omg.. they really thought at clubbing.. wakaka... after that, what songs we also sing.... 12am celebration and cut cake.. eat cake.... sing birthday non-stop songs... >.< after that, continue our singk event.. xD
ANd got 1 things i want to share.... "爱yi冰" drinks is becomes loogan drink.. really swt... =.=!! im asking their staff... what drinks is it?? he replied me.. ai yi bing lo.. >.< swt... really 1st time heard ai yi bing got loogan... xD really swt... !! =D
3something we all back home.. im super tired... early morning wake up going to uni that time i also drive so slow... my eye was so sleepy.. cant even drive properly.. wakaka... erm...
SO... HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKO~~ =)
ALL THE BEST!!! ^^

Sunday, May 16

~~~ Weekend!! >< ~~~

So fast sunday again... but this sunday abit meaningful.. it is because today i need went back my temple chi hui tang to make the enzyme.. =D wakaka..
early morning wake up and get prepare to going there... I bring my own knife and chopping board.. at the end, my knife not enough sharp!! so need borrow with my sister to get their knife and chopping board as well~~~ wakaka... =D
After that, we start cut all the pineapple.. omg.. got so many!! but our teamwork make the job easier... we just used 1hours++ to finished up everything... ^^
Team working really fast to finished a same things.. ^^after that, we had a small meeting about the year end camp side visit and vote the date!! wakaka...
Then lunch then going back home... at now... i felt better than im just stay at my room... but now also same... at least morning im doing some nice works... =D
picture they will upload soon.. i will get some and upload too.. =P
All the best.. my fren!! =)
Year3 3weeks already.. OMG~~~
**p.s : my temple sister also said my hair too short not nice... T.T **

Friday, May 14

~~~ Now i only knew it ~~~


~~~ Now i only knew it ~~~
wahaha.. my short hair are no accepted by my frens... =>.<=!!
They complaint said i cut so short not nice.. OMG..
wahaha.. then ok.. i will listen to you all... keep in long back... ^^
this is my short hair~~ >D
NOw may.. already a bit longer already... =D but never take picture yet.. so just upload april that i after cut few days picture.. =D

Monday, May 10

~~~ 2nd Week of Year3 ~~~





This is my 2nd week of year3!!!
last week im works + study 1 days + fren 21 birthday party!! =D
photo will upload soon... im not yet get it... so wait me get it only post to here... share to my dear frens who care me.. ^^
erm... anyway... really tired ~~~ but like that i only felt my life so colorful... haha >D a weird wei need self tired... xD
erm... Now im enter year3... it is times to more hardworking on it!! but i realize it is so hard right now... so scary me... T>T
Today just 2nd week 1days classes only.. then giving assignment1.. omg... ><> <"""
Yesterday 9 May 2010. My ex suddenly sms me asking me things and ask "How are you"!!
Dont know why i felt so relax and happy to receive her msg... anyway.. i wont think too much.. at least now we be fren. however it is just a 陌生人的朋友~~~ =)
I will wish her forever.. xD i think she will never can be my gf anymore.. but i wont hate her too.. =D Deep hurt in my heart i wont recovery so easy... xD need wait my fate to help me recovery!! =D wakakaka~~~ =]
Yesterday, after take dinner with family.. my family want get new 衣橱 to my sister.. and her give me use!! when reached home..i need clean this and that on my room to move my sister old 衣橱 to my room... =) until now im not yet cleaning up... omg... xD
I think i need take more times stay at uni to finish my works only going home if i dont have any activities to do after class.. ^^
Anyway.. it is times to stop wrote my blog.. =D
erm.... wait i upload ba~~ =P
shi wei!!

Wednesday, May 5

~~~ So tired ~~~

Wow, just 1st week of May.... im so tired on it...
It is because im working.. so im tired.... whole bone painful~~~~
maybe it too long never did so long on caring things... wakaka xD
erm.... somemore is overnight doing job... non-stop cutting flowers.... feed them drink water... wakaka... really funny!!! erm..... tomorrow need to went to sepang there works again... wakaka... after that, next week i really need to start focus on my year3 study... erm.... i need more study it... It is because year3... i need try my best to get score an higher marks to get higher CGPA!!! =D
hope i can do it... After this writing.. it is time for me to write the draft reports of my IP ( Individual Project... wakaka xD go go go.. .FIGHT!! =)

Sunday, May 2

~~~ So True about this!! ~~~

一个人的脸上有太多的笑 ,是因为心里有太多的痛, 因为伤了 ,所以伪装!!
里面的一切一切都是很对!!! 对于我来说,里面的资料真的是对!!! 有好多的都说中我!!!
简简单单、快快乐乐的活着!!!
可是社会上的残酷把我给整死了!!!
想法非常简单,说出来的就是心里所想的,肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯,无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。
可是现在社会上的人都认为我是有心在说和针对他们而说!!!
面对自己的悲伤,他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越
我只可以自己的在夜晚里哭泣!!
向往放纵自由的生活,却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着,很累很累,却仍是心甘情愿
因为我是笨蛋~~~
当我在阅读这个文章的时候都会想到自己像它显示的!!! 真的好感动有人把它给写出来!! 谢谢!! =D