~~My life was so difficult~~

~~My life was so difficult~~

In my life was so difficult... this is true.. but nobody know and understand me... People maybe will felt i really "bu zhi zhu"!! but the true is i really face a lot problems.. you never know my hard and sadness~~~~ When i with my family talk about money!!!! So many problems will coming out... Somemore my family doesn't treat me good de.... Seriously i really sad and thinking to end my life.... it is because i really suffer + suffer + suffer!!! I can't imagine why i can stand strong until now!!! It is i'm childish~~~ or what else i dont know~~~~ I really dont know how long i still can stand strong... i really sad.... Everytimes face this problems... my tears was drop inside my heart.... What i can do??? I doesn't know.... I doing everything and try with 120%... But it is not enough!!! I really "sam fu"+++++++++++++++++
"People look you good, i see people good only"
Nobody can understand you~~~ at least they really care about you.... My heart was so many broken~~~~~~~~~~~ but i still stand strong right here to fight with it... it is because i believe i can change it~~~~ but i doing so much...they result was still the same~~~ I really dont know what can i do liao.... Family was keep hurting me~~~~~~~~~~~ sad~~ T.T again.. haiz... If you family was treat you good enough, must treasure it... I will still treasure them however they didnt treat me good... but maybe i will end my life 1st... i really dont know~~~
~~~Suffer Suffer Suffer~~~
T.T