~~~我一定要真正的站起来~~~

~~~我一定要真正的站起来~~~

可是我也真的很需要有人支持.......

有谁可以真正的会支持我呢???

要站起来也真辛苦...

有很多东西我是要很认真的去面对的...

有人的支持真的可以比较有信心的去完成~~~

诗崴一定要真正的开心起来咯!!! =D

加油~~~ =)

笑是我唯一的优点吧!!! =P

~~~ Promise will 振作起来 ~~~

~~~ 振作起来 ~~~

Right now.. i have to 振作起来~~~

为了自己的将来~~~

i will archive what i wish to have right my future~~~

just do it... jia you... ^^

~~~ Shi Wei ~~~

~~~ Sad + Blur + HappY~~~

~~~ Sad + Blur + HappY~~~

Erm... finally i saw you take sweet picture with HIM~~~ i know you very hate me.. but saw you so happy with him..i also will wishing you.. however i really not yet can put down all the things... wish you with him... take good care... =)
Tear drop
Heart sad again..
really sot liao me... xD

~~~ SHI WEI ~~~

2nd update... because of you im sad again... tired~~ really tired~~
awake with sadness + heart be grieved!!
im oi also cant well... haiz...
maybe all of this is myself made it...
no wonder how sad... i think i need accepted it...
but... right now...i really cant...

~~~ shi wei ~~~

~~~ Sick ~~~

haiz...Sick already...

but i need to continue do my stuff... cant stop!!

no enough time already to me anymore... erm...

Body check.. im so scare.. better dont try ah...

later the result will shock my family!!!

sick you will never can win me...

i will sick and doing my stuff nicely...

go go fighting with sick!!

Jia you..

~~~ 好朋友是什么玩意?? ~~~

好朋友到底是什么玩意哦???

不信任对方还一大堆的说我~~~

好啊!! 我真的累了!!!

我终于明白我身边的朋友怎样的对待我和看待我了!!!

我从来没这么的伤心在朋友的身上!!

他伤透了我~~~

我从来没有要怪你还是什么~~~

你且怎样说我!!!

说对不起还给人家说我~~~

真的累了!!!

累了~~~

~~~ Haiz ~~~

OMG~~~ why i cant focus on doing assignment!!

why think so much!!! why want keep make self sad!!!

dont think liao ah.. shi wei....

Focus on STUDY 1st ah... haiz!!!

SUffering~~~

must heart hard liao~~~

FOCUS money + study!!!

World is so reality!!

so what im doing right now!!

haiz...

i didnt study harder!!

i cant focus... haiz!!!

T_T

~~~ Saw You ~~~

Saw you... make me silent a while!!

i really dont know how!!!

and i said hi with your sister!!!

you walk away.. dont ever want get saw me....

i really SORRY!! i know you very hate me!!!

i also very hate myself... i saw you like unhappy!!!

i really more hate myself.... but didnt you know my tear dropping again after i saw you!!!

i really dont know what my heart doing, what my mind thinking and what my tear will drop!!

i really hate myself to make you unhappy!!!

i so wish you can been fren with me again!!!! and you found your bless and happy again!!!

but i dont wish to know when you have bf... i will hurt and sad... dont know why... haiz!!!

useless shi wei.... i dont know why i will like this.... just now saw you.. i flash back a lot things again... and my tear start dropping again... i cant control those things happened!! haiz...

Im whole body felt no energy and tired!!! when the person really sad will have this effect??

now god is on punishment me to been alone always... i cant blame or what... this is myself made it... i will keep alone forever... i cant "kan gai" this history!!! sorry beacuse im bad... hurting you...

SORRY to my ex also is my 1st gf... SORRY

SORRY SORRY SORRY

Tear drop D;

Shi wei on crying!!! T_T

~~~ 寂寞的时候 ~~~

๑۞๑۰۰♥当寂寞的时候,就会想起伤心和害怕寂寞的感觉也出来了，
导致我的眼泪不知不觉的流下来了！！♥۰۰๑۞๑

我只是希望有人可以和我说一说话,分享心情还是谈心事而已!!
我只是不喜欢一个人!!
不论在什么时候我都是一个人的!!
真的好痛苦!!
为什么眼泪会自己跑出来呢??
~~~ HAIH ~~~
T_T

大家都好像怕了我,我有这么可怕吗??
为什么 !!!
每天告诉自己要振作!!
可是真的很难!!!
好羡慕不寂寞的人!!!!
在家一个人,没人在家!!
上网一个人，没人和我聊天!!
去走街也不知可以找谁???
每天都过的好痛苦,有谁真的知道啊!!!
哈哈哈~~~ 好白痴咯!!!
命是这样唯有任命了!!!
我累了!!!
我真的好累了!!!

Alone Again, Naturally!!!
T_T
寂寞不可怕,最可怕的是我害怕孤独和寂寞!!
T_T

~~ Gilbert O'Sullivan - Alone Again, Naturally ~~

In a little while from now

If I’m not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to who
Ever what it’s like when you’re shattered
Left standing in the lurch at a church
Where people saying: "My God, that’s tough
She's stood him up"
No point in us remaining
We may as well go home
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally

To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to well wouldn’t do
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much, as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about God and His mercy
Or if He really does exist
Why did He desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally

It seems to me that there are more hearts
broken in the world that can’t be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?

Alone again, naturally
Now looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn’t understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally

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