~~~失去自我 ~~~

~~~失去自我 ~~~

我真的失去自己了!!好痛苦,不知道自己该做什么好!!
大家都好像不想和我沟通~~~我是过于的在乎;还是想太多了!!!
Haiz~~~~ 该怎样我才可以振作起来!!! 我很讨厌这样的自己!!
我也很痛苦的再过这样的生活!!要这样才会好起来~~~
一直开朗的诗崴去了哪里~~~ D:
一个人也来也寂寞的时候是不是会产生这样的感觉呢???
当你想要有人和你沟通和分享的时候,切没有人这样对待你!!!
所以就开始想太多呢???还是我真的希望有人真的关心我~~~~
爱情,友情,亲情
在我的生命里,我真的不知道他们是什么来的!!!
爱情~ 曾经拥有可是也没有了!!!
在这里我也受了很大的伤害和打击!!!
没钱是不可以有爱情???
这是我的第一次的经验和结果!!!
友情~ 对我来说是一个很值得信赖的!!!
可是我也在这里受伤害和打击!!!
大家都改变了,还是我自己没改变呢???
亲情~ 在我和亲戚里是没问题的!!!
只是在我的家里就不同了!!!
不是他们不疼我,只是我真的好希望他们可以关心我!!!
我很满足他们这样的对待我(金钱的方面),因为我学会了很多东西!!!
可是该有的关心我都好像没有!!!

一直以来我都是一个人的过生活!!我真的觉得很寂寞的!!!
可是又有多少人知道呢???寂寞会让一个人想很多不该想的东西!!!
寂寞的人什么事都做得出~~~~就连想去死都想过~~~
对于寂寞我真的害怕了!!!
可以也麻木了!!!
原来我想改变的东西太过的难了!!!

~~~SOB~~~

~~~ 迷失的诗崴 ~~~

我已经失去自我了!!! 我再也不是以前的我了!!! 现在的我好还是以前好???

1. 我的脾气很暴躁了!!!
2. 自己都不知在干吗!!!
3. 自信是0!!!
4. 害怕再受伤害!!!
5. 寂寞的感觉也来夜深!!!
6. 时常在傍晚哭也不知为了什么!!!

我要在这说声对不起,假如我有伤害都你!!!
我自己也知道有很多人不爽我,所以都没有人会邀请我出去了!!!
一个没有脾气的人变成了很厉害生气,生气只会伤人伤己,改变脾气才会找回正真的自己吗???

到底正真的我在那里了???
好想念以前的我!!!

~~~ 分手後請記住這十句話 ~~~

分手後請記住這十句話

一、當愛情不在的時候，請對他（她）說聲祝福，畢竟曾經愛過。

二，結束以後，別告訴他我恨你，愛情是兩個人的事，錯過了大家都有責　　任。

三、離開以後想到的，定是落寞的畫面，請你忘記它。一個人總要有個新的開始，別讓過去把你
栓在悲哀的殿堂。

四、別說你最愛的是誰，人生還很長，誰也無法預知明天。也許你的真愛還在下一秒等著你。

五、說分手的時候不要吵鬧，畢竟兩個在在一起那麼久。分來他（她）也會難過，只他 （她） 比較明智，不想束縛你的或他　　的明天。好聚好散，以後還是朋友，大家都有自己的無奈。

六、別把哀傷掛在嘴上，每個人都有自己的故事。活著不是為了懷念昨天，而是要等待希望。
讓大家都看到你的堅強，離開他你也可以過得很好。

七、離開以後，大聲的告訴他（她）：「我愛你，與你無關。」愛是你的權利，把想說的都說 出来。平靜的回憶你們的過去，然後哭吧。哭完就把一切都留在昨天，永遠不要去觸及。

八、想他（她）的時候，就想想他（她）的好，他的笑，記得曾經愛過一　　個人。

　　別去管最後是誰開始了背叛，開心過就好。

九、分手了就做回自己。
一個人的世界同樣有月升月落，也有美麗的瞬間。　把他（她）歸為記憶。

十、一個人的世界總需要另一個人做陪襯。他（她）離開了，那是他（她）襯不起你。

　　相信自己會有更好的明天。

~~~ Hiding ~~~

~~~ Hiding ~~~
Im already hide myself inside already...
Im dont really know when or where will came back to normal anymore...

~~~ I will just keep hiding myself... my tear,dropping around!! Listening songs, watching old movie... also make me flash back a lot of things... my heart.. is still on hurt!! just myself let TEAR~~~~

~~~ Hiding Shi Wei ~~~

~~~ Try to be HappY ~~~

~~~ Try to be Happy ~~~
No wonder how... just try to be HappY... dont care too much!!!
Must keep reminder self to face everything and doing what should self doing..Thats all!!!
And always smile!!! =)
I will try let myself be big boy... i wont like latest shi wei anymore...
Wish myself..Jia you...
A brand new days,A brand new Shi Wei!!! =)
Wish everyone Good Luck!!

Shi Wei... =)

~~~ This songs Means A lot T_T~~~

叶子 - 阿桑

叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的叶子
天堂 原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘 当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单 是一个人的狂欢
狂欢 是一群人的孤单
爱情 原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘 当时是怎样有人陪伴

我一个人吃饭 旅行 (到处)走走停停
也一个人看书 弹琴 自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

張棟樑 低調
嬉笑 打闹 拥抱 留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠 熬过了最低潮
一起生活 也一起埋怨过 走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明 你知道
*晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫
感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道 它最后停在哪里谁知道
#我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好 你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择 假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

壞人（方炯鑌）

那一扇車門　關出我們的裂痕
一聲就震斷了回頭的路程

愛無法均分　以後就留給你們
也許用傷害結束　愛才更動人

容忍的人其實並不笨　只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫　祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人　也是個壞人
對我坦誠　只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任　所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人　也是個壞人
分得夠狠　你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛　一點不剩
也不忍　看戀人愛成路人

容忍的人其實並不笨　只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫　祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人　也是個壞人
對我坦誠　只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任　所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人　也是個壞人
分得夠狠　你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛　一點不剩
也不忍　看戀人愛成路人

三個人從不對等　總有個人必須犧牲
那永恆　就等他帶你完成

你是好人　也是個壞人
對我坦誠　只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任　所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人　也是個壞人
分得夠狠　你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛　一點不剩
也不忍　看戀人愛成路人

寧願愛　一點不剩
也不忍　看戀人愛成路人

李玖哲 - 想太多

你笑着说 他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安 那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了 你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说 我们 不是你和我
是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却没有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了 你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说 我们 不是你和我
是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却没有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有 错怪了什么
虽然你不说 都是错在我
太晚我才懂 爱了你太多
是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却没有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

When listening this songs... im sad... T_T

~~~ Shi Wei ~~~

~~~ 2nd Moody ~~~

~~~ 2nd Moody ~~~

Today is my bad days..... Early morning i wake up to take my car and want back to Uni that time....
i saw my car window get broken by people...OMG... really hurt and sad at the moment... haiz.... T_T Besides that, my loving mouse also broken already... OMG~~ what wrong with my life... why you all keep on leaving me alone right here... haiz... im really sad!! Do you know about it?? haiz....

~~~ Shi Wei ~~~

~~~ Moody ~~~

~~~ Moody ~~~

Today so moody... but right now writing blog was felt nothing anymore..wahaha xD
erm... Early morning.. i at Uni and checking everthing... After that, 9.30am classes... waiting lecturer almost 2hours~~~~ he never came... when we want get back home that time, saw him and his walk to us and said SORRY, it is because im over slept. Wow, but also not bad already, lecturer said sorry to us... so im accepted the SORRY ah... wakakaka =D
Im moody is because Frens... Told me find to eat and gai gai... when i really call or sms... no reply at all... i dont know what the problem?? haiz... Maybe im too ugly... wahaha...
haiz.... i just dont care too much anymore ah... not important at all already.... Frens i really dont know what is that anymore.... haiz...
Love, Frens, Family also have a lot knowledge that i not yet understand it....So this will take long time for me to learn about it... what i need is keep walk forward... so i wont care so much liao ah... alone or lonely just go ahead... xD

~~~ Shi Wei ~~~

~~~~ The True Realize ~~~~

~~~~ The True Realize ~~~~

Today is Friday and now im sitting at Uni library here writing my blog. My Uni really... haiz... no eye see ah.. the management of time table really make student get crazy... it is because all the time was keep crashing and it is so complicated to me to choose the year3 Courses ah... I dont wish to waste my time right here ah... Aiyoyoyo~~~~
After today will been the 2nd week of Uni already... But my classroom was dont have proper 1... Some more my classroom at LAB was so surprise. Our class already start, it still under maintain and construction lo... walau eh, you really kidding with me... Outlook is important that our facilities!!! Can you all respect us... especially our IT department... Im studies so many year right here. Keep having the similar problem!!! OMG...really disappointed!!! You may me so messy in the early semester ah~~~~~ Please ah, we paid so much...then you have to do something make it more usability to students. Dont think us is just your money tree.. ok? we paid to learn... not paid to wasting our time right here!!!! I hope then coming Uni will improve a lot and given more good facilities to new students. It is because new student Fees is more expensive that us(old structure student)~~~~
Yesterday make me realize around my frens really unbelievable!!! Sometime they said like that.... but when doing is like others... then here just said said..then didnt doing what... make me really no idea... why human will like that... if you really take your heart to do this volunteer.. how come you want to keep said like that... just do ah... dont make me felt unbelievable... I really can remain silent already.. i act dont know and i do wish to comment too... maybe i really scared already ah.. it is because of you all said me this and there.. OK fine.. i prefer act dont know and dont wish to know too.. just remain silent is much better that i comment or suggestion anymore~~~~ What will i do, is just concentrate to study and do what i can do in my best way to helping people. Others time i dont wish to know or go anymore... Frens,Love,Family!!! Im hurt a lot~~~ And im dont dare to think or what else already... it make me crazy when im thinking of that. Therefore, i prefer alone and single... however i really hope got people really will caring me.. but i know.. it wont so early happening anymore.. so i just keep walk forward to find out what is the real things that i really hope and wish to do... Until now, im keep blur and suspect abour myself and dont understand what myself wish and hope to do anymore..so i need sometime to find out myself~~~ it will challenge me a lot a lot.... im the person less confident to face every sadness... it is because really hurting me~~~~
It is not everyone also will take out their heart to treat you or doing something... why human will only thinking to self only... it is used heart to do or treat people were very hard??? or you also same as me??get hurt until felt need to think for self only used heart to do??? or you never used your true heart to do that things??? Own benefit really important that used true heart to treat people? This is the other things make me felt crazy and disbelieve why i can really used my true heart to do and treat everyone... It is because im so pure? or what else? i really dont know ah.... or i also got just think for myself benefit... It make me blur when thinking of this kind of problem. I so wish got the real true heart people to telling me.... which way is the best way to doing or treating people in this world~~~~ it is you doing well or treating nicely!! you will get the result and people will treating you nicely???? My answer is NO. As what i see, human is selfish. Nobody in this world in non-selfish anymore. Why the world become so messy and complicated. Today i so wish to leave out this kind of place. Im tired and tired~~~~~ Im keep telling myself, that was not true... but it keep happening infront of me every single days.
Then, the only things i can do is... dont care too much... just do the best to myself and do what should i do to this world. But No Money Really No Talk!!! I so wish to earn a lot money!! but it not so easy to get the way to earn money... Earning money no you thinking so easy..just works then get money... When is earning money we needed to focus and 120% doing the things only can earning money easier.
Today stop right here!!! Continue next time.. So fast 9.42am... wahaha.. 1 more hours.. 11am i have to start my classes!! jia you ah....

~~~ Shi Wei ~~~

~~~ Uni Life Start Again ~~~

Today is 5 Jan 2010... Yesterday im still blind and thinking about choosing Year3 subject... But im already decide... i want challenge myself... then next is i wish to make myself more busy.. i not want think "those things that will make me sad" Therefore, im choosing Year3 subject... I will try 120% to study and get good result.. i cant waste the money and times!! So just jia you...

Yesterday i sudden share a lot things with 2 of my girl frens. lolz... Anyway thanks to them and listening me sharing... i really sad with all the things and stuff around me.. some more felt sienz too... make me confuse and sad to face it.... So i wish dont think anymore... Just concentrate on study + works!! That enough to me....

This 2010 will been busy year and i would like to make my life more colourful with study and works... I think my quality frens was 0% right now... i need to find out the true quality frens le.. i dont want quantity frens to let them chance hurt me again...

Besides that, i need to change my EMO to non-EMO... I will successful in this year... No wonder how hard... i will do my best in controling myself EMO...

Start new weeks, have to fight the Study And Works le.. Jia you!!

~~~~~ Shi Wei ~~~~~

~~~ 分享 ~~~

~~~~ 请珍惜身边对你好的人! ~~~~
你可曾知道我对你的喜欢是无人能比的，你知道？我用短信一次又一次的问候你，对你一次又一次的关怀你会想起？你发现没有你的身旁有一个人在为了你付出了好多，你却总是无情的对待我。一个无情的你给你发短信而 你作为朋友也不回信息，你真的是无药可救之人。对你那么好的人你却把我当作是什么人了呢？你不觉得你做人很失败？我之所以这样子对你好是你以前对我太好了，如果说作为朋友你连这都不懂，我觉得你活得不像人了。不知道各位身边有一个对你特别好的人没有，如果有一个像我一样的请你们好好珍惜她或者说是他。一段过去带给我很快乐的时光，只有你才能给予我。你是带给我力量和阳光的生命之峰，你的存在给了我太多的回忆。
　　
　　如果有一天你回想起我在你身边鼓励你，告诉你如何去走好一条长长的道。你应该用言语回答一下，你最不擅长去表达心中的想法。而我告诉你那么多大道理也好，你有没有好好的想一想我所说的话。有没有把我对你的好和所说的话对你有用放在心上。现在你不珍惜我对你的好总会有那么一天你会理解我每当用手机发短信向 你所说的话。你觉得我所说的话很深奥你为什么不好好思考一下呢？我是为了你好而说的，为了你的明天为了你的一切着想。在现实的潮流社会无论什么事情都要用嘴巴去说才能做到和任何人才能和平交流，对于我们这些年轻的人而言只有去努力才能走上一条光明的阳光大道。只希望我们各自的未来更好，希望各位读者看到这篇文章时也要珍惜陪伴在你身旁的那个她和他对你的关怀和关心用心去体会。写得不好还请谅解。

~~~ 诗崴 ~~~

何为生活,何为人生?

何为生活,何为人生?
来也匆匆,去也匆匆.在这忙碌的步伐中,我们究竟得到什么,我们又付出什么.你知道什么是生活.什么是人生吗?懂得太多是一种痛苦不懂又是一种烦恼.最容易的是认识自己,最难的也是认识自己.我们为什么而活,为了自己,为了回报,为了目标,为了你在乎的人和事......
什么是人生,身为人,就要有目标, 有追求,会努力.还要有灵魂.生活中有太多的不如意,有太多烦恼.人生道路上有太多的压力,有太多挫折,有太多的变化.如果可以选择的话,我情愿是一粒小小的尘埃,随风飘扬,无拘无束,不懂什么是烦恼,什么是累.也感觉不到什么.
因为它是死的,没有知觉.我渴望这种日子.
但是,我已经没得选择了,因为我已经是人了.所以我不能颓废,不能麻木,不能没有目标,不能没有行动,不能没有感觉.不能没有压力,不能没烦恼...
以前我因为得到太少,所以认为什么都是理所当然,还养成一种自我为中心和固执.因为从小都是靠自己长大,什么大风大浪都见过. 心理也i过于脆弱,受不了被冷落和寂寞.自己想干什么就干什么,时常会去体谅别人,也会为他人着想...可是很少为自己想~~~
现在,我认识到这样不好,所以我会去弥补,我要改一下脾气,能忍就忍.我要跟为别人着想和为自己着想,为家人着想.就算牺牲很多,我都愿意满足我在乎的所有人.
生活先放一边吧!一定要想想自己的学习吧!~~~~~
加油面对人生吧~~~
~~~诗崴~~~

~~~~ 忘不掉 ~~~~

~~~~ 忘不掉 ~~~~

这一切~ 不是都已经过去很久了吗~
为什么我的脑海还是会不断的想起那些画面~
想起那些感觉~
那眼泪~一滴一滴争着冲出来~
那心里~一阵一阵的痛~
不断的痛着提醒我忘不了那些回忆~
想念~真的是痛苦的~
眼泪啊眼泪~
你已经纠缠我很久了~
是时候别再烦我了好吗~
已经很累了~但哭后~还更累~
多想就这样睡不起来~
每一天~每一秒~ 每一个画面~
每一句对白~ 每一次一起哭~
一起笑~一起玩~ 一起甜蜜~
一起看烟花~ 一起跑街~
一起在冷得半死的夜里~
看着你睡觉~
一起拍照 一起出门~
我都刻骨铭心的放在心里~
永远都忘不了~
从看着你的侧脸有说有笑,变成现在看着你的背影发呆~~~
如今我的幸福已变成别人的幸福...
而你~
也已经在开心的过着自己的生活~
老公这两个字眼~早已不是我的了~
不过~ 看见你开心~
心里再痛~也算值得吧~
希望你们会永远都那么恩爱~
你不幸福~我还真的会难过~
在人生的道路上,你有了陪伴的人,
而我...
还是一个人的走下去
我还是我~,我多希望有人会陪我走这条路~~~
离不开~
眼泪啊~
今夜又时你陪我度过痛侧心扉的夜晚~
我 会慢慢习惯眼泪的陪伴~

~~~ Malacca perDay Trip ~~~

~~~ Malacca Trip ~~~

Wahaha... Now is 9.11pm... i reached home around 8something just now. At im here to online and write my blog again... =P

01/01/2010, i went to melaka with my kai daddy and committee Frens to have a Eat Trips... LOlz...

Early morning we all get ready and start our journal to Malacca. Total of us is 15person. 4 cars going to there. When we reached there around 8am... the 1st placer we going is the "Air Panas" wow... We went in and play almost 30mins... After that, we take picture and continue to the next destination.

The 2nd destination is at 1 of there Kopitiam to take 2nd breakfast. The food is 2bow egg, roti bakar, nasi lemak and tea O... Wow... It was so delicious ah... xD Then, we going to red house there start have fun and keep on taking picture only... Walk around here and there ah... Walk until leg already pain... is Everyone ba... =D

When lunch times, we decide to take Chicken rice...but but but... @@" too much people on q ah... therefore we going to food court to take our lunch... xD no so delicious jet... erm.... Some more we walk around and will stand at the place chat a lot.. only continue walk to another place... wahaha..really crazy... =D sometime, we was taking too much times on chatting... lolz.. and also taking picture... we already capture alot of funny and crazy picture on this trips...

But i really not real happy ah all.. haiz...

Later i will oi oi already.. it is because... i didnt oi oi almost 2days le.. include today.. OMG man... but i not tired... today half way is me drive back 1!! ><>

BUt today malacca trip was consider successful lo.. so Take good care. =)

~~~ Sad Shi Wei ~~~

~~~ About My Feeling ~~~

~我~

~~~ 我需要被关心，却没人知道 ~~~
~~~~ 我需要被疼爱，却没人理解 ~~~~
~~~~~ 我需要被珍惜，却没人在乎 ~~~~~
~~~~~~ 我需要被保护，却没人理会 ~~~~~~
~~~~~~~ 当我需要你时，你消失无影 ~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~ 当我不爱你时，你却深爱我 ~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~ 当我很爱你时，你却已离开 ~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~ 这世界为何这样对我一个人 ~~~~~~~~~~

我堕落 我累了
这一秒起，我宣布
我、要开始
堕落
累了，被、逼疯了
扛不住了，快、垮了
受伤的人不该堕落
这是谁曾跟我说的
我、该堕落吗
我知道，答案，不该
但是为什么，还是
会慢慢的堕落
其实、我不是好人
其实，我一直堕落
其实、我叛逆，虚伪
其实其实其实，我只是个
坏孩子而已，呵
谁曾把我变成这样
为什么记忆中，他的脸
模糊了，也渐渐、看不清
我是个奇怪地人
我的快乐生气悲伤
全都是没有理由的
我很轻易的做一件事
不考虑后果，不考虑任何
只要是自己想做的
我很、任性，我知道
为了谁谁谁把自己
变成了现在这样
不顾一切的爱，然后
一个人默默的舔着伤口
一个人默默品尝、泪
不想说什么，低调
其实我不是个低调的人
呵、但是，还是喜欢样
孩子有点累，真的
【呵、知道吗】
装傻装逼，我都会
只是为自己戴上面具
戴上哪个、虚伪，快乐的
面具华丽的面具
我不要自己哭泣，更不要
我 泪水被别人看见
然后嘲笑我，我不要，呵
其实一个人很好，其实
这样一个人治愈伤口很好
我不想接受任何人的帮助
和善意的一切，我不要
我不要，只是因为‘
我害怕有一天，我会
戒不掉，我会、舍不得
那样，我宁愿选择、从未
拥有过，难道不是吗
额，抱歉，跑题了
这期主题【堕落】
想请问下，什么是堕落
在你们心里面，堕落
是不是就是早恋，抽烟，喝酒
打架，等一系列的
未成年人不该做的行为
你们真的了解吗。什么是
【堕落？】你们，懂吗
其实你不是堕落，起码我们
没有犯罪，呵
我们只是默默的宣泄着
我们没做错，为什么
你们要说我们堕落，我们
没有，我们努力
很努力的过好每一天
我们没有懦弱的想到死亡
我们、依旧的活了下去’
即使我们或许做错了什么
但是你们没资格说不是吗
呵、没资格，没资格
嗯，算哦，你们不懂
额，对你们要求，不要太高
哈哈，安静了，呵
结束，最后宣布，堕落...

~~~ 1st Day of 2010 ~~~

Now is just reached 2010 few hours... Im here to write my blog... I really dont know what should i do... Today after work i went to Shabu Shabu with my boss them... It is because today is my last days... now i totally no mood at all.. i just wish home to rest... How come i will like this, when i think back about "that things that i saw and i felt... i really sad" so i really tired... i dont know how... i dont know what is suit to me to do.... to make it wont so complicated.... i really get hurt there kenal garam.... Do you know the painful???

Now 2.02am...i really moody... It is because just now happening a things again... After my dinner with boss... i went to my frens house... they got steamboat.. asked me to join them after im done.... Then when i reached... We chatting like normally... after that, invite me melaka... but i not really want go... but my frens keep want i going... somemore already not enough sit... i really dont know how ah.... but in the end i answering yes to go... And making 1 of my frens unhappy and didnt join us right tomorrow already... so make me felt i so bad.... i should just alone at home much better... At the same time, i heard those things i dont wish to know....is about "that things" haiz.... make me felt~~~~~~

What i write at 31 early morning... i will do it... I will just been continue alone.. i wont bring any problem anymore..... haiz.... No wonder i will Always Wish "you" Happy... but myself never can do it... so sorry... i get the hurt was harder to delete.... so you enjoy your happiness ba... I alone and lonely normally... therefore no need bother me... just leave me alone...

Sorry ya Ella... i know you was very angry and moody too... Sorry.. i dont know how... I not even is myself anymore... so sorry....

Wish you will have a great new Year...
Take care!!!
Wish everyone happy new year...

~~~ Shi Wei ~~~
*later needed act smile and happy again.. xD*