~~~ Morning Rain ~~~

~~~ Morning Rain ~~~
3 & 4 December 2009, OMGosh~~~~ Why this 2 days early morning also raining... When i awake i heard the sound of ti ti ta ta and cold... Make me felt want oi oi again... Raining really make me felt lazy to works.... Why must early morning raining... Y.Y When i want oi oi you didnt raining... Y.Y Dont like that treat me ah... God!! I know last time i didnt treasure when you are raining in the early morning.... But now i so wish can oi oi... it is impossible... i need to works... Lucky today not so traffic jam.... Yesterday was holy Shit... Jam until im @@" Really be tahan~~~ So wish call to ONEFM be tahan~~~~ xD
I'm really bad, when last time so many times to oi oi... Now working, keep not enough oi oi... Really bad to myself... even my eye want to rest more also cant.... But i got make so exercise at home... still can pretend on power full type!!! If not.. really tired and pain sie~~~~~ So doing exercise really important...
Now im at office wrote my blog... wahahaha ~~~ so brave ah me.... =P
Monday to Friday life of me~~~~
Monday, Early morning wake up... After bath and iron my shirt... Then finished prepare everything move to my car.... It is time to check my car...oil,petrol,break oil,steering oil and so on..... After that, start my journey to Puchong Utama Office to works... 35mins....I reached my office and i went to mamak to take my breakfast... its is always the same... Roti canai 2!!! Wahaha.. Drink..tak nak.... OMG~~~ They already know me.. when i sit down... saw me.. take 2 roti canai to me... And * it's sudah Potong.... Wahahaha =D Now i realize eat roti canai potong really nice that self potong and eat... You may try!! =P
Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday And Friday i also did the same things... but i didnt check my car everyday... is just per week 1 time i will checking my car.... Old car mah.. but it is good, i may learn a lot too.... =)
Saturday i also need to works... dont think i can rest.... Saturday im works half days.. means until 1pm... Mostly after works... i will back home and have a rest.. then night going out until the next days... My mum also felt ma pi with me... Every Saturday also like that... Wahahaha =D
This is my life when i started working... However sometime really bored... i felt happy too ah... Can learn a lot right working here!!! However sometime i really noob.. cant help a lot... but at least they will teaching me and sharing to me a lot of chance and new information of their software and life competition... wahahaha =D
Ok ah, i have to works....
See ya...
Octopus Shi Wei...
Why Octupus... continue next....
XD Take care everyone... ^^

~~~ December ~~~

So fast... december 1 already... im already works 1month right this company... wahaha xD
So great ah... erm... Before december i had cut my hair been short.... Felt long is not suit myself...
And also my result already out.. so great... Happy... However im get 1 subject C... 2 get A... =D
My internship report need to hand in on next next week... im not even start doing it...OMG~~~ Cham liao lo... Need fast fast to do it....
~~~ November 26, Im went to clubbing with hh and his frens... lolz... This is my 2nd time went to clubbing... I really like to went out with many frens and having fun.. We reach Maison around 11 or 12something.. i already not so remember the time already... After that, we all came in and sit down. Then we start drink alcohol and after that, they all went to dance floor having fun... But im sit down right there continue slowly enjoy my alcohol... Wahaha.... Why im going clubbing not dance... it is because i dont know dance.. Im such as noob!! wahaha xD however i dont know dance, but i saw my frens all play and dance very happy.. i will felt relax and happy too... I really dont like so heng people make me felt so sad and suffer... haiz.... That day im so tired... Drink not so much already felt want sleepy... lolz... After works, went to clubbing really tired lo... So next time must have a bit rest only went to crazy~~~ =D
~~~ Cut hair that days(November 29) ~~~
Wahahaha, so long didnt pakto with my lao gong (Sam) already... Today early morning....i go his gf house fetch him then we going Pandan Indah cut our hair~~~ Change a bit the style.... After that, going to Jalan Ampang to take our lunch... no need to ask ba.... That is "liang dou fu" a lot people..really crazy~~~~ Around 3something... we going to mines... but book fair make the mines too traffic jam... Therefore we change to Jusco Cheras Selatan... xD After reached there, we straight going to TGV bought 2 different movie tickets... 1 is Ninja Ass and another is New Moon... Wow, both of us sot already... After that, we go walk around to wait the 1st movie.. Ninja Ass at 4.20pm... In between, of course we got eat something like McFlully~~~ XD
Around 6pm we came back to my house and had a rest 1st... Then my sister share something to him thats what his want to know... 7something, We going out take our dinner at Sungai Long Double Dragon... 8something we reached Jusco again to waiting to watch the 9.40pm New Moon.... really thanks to sam... i chat a lot with him on thats days... I really share out a lot what im unhappy things with him.... really Thanks to him... xD
This december will been pass very fast... it because i have a lot of things need to prepare and doing... therefore i believe it will pass very fast... wahaha...
So keep going on...Jia you shi wei... I so wish everyday to write out my feeling.. But sometime i really cant write it out... dont know why... not everything in my heart were wrote out... haiz.. really wish to share out everythings... so i wont so suffer.....
Good luck to all my dear frens... Take care~~~ =)
Smile always to face everything~~~ =)

~~~Sudden Feel~~~

~~~Sudden Feel~~~
Why im said like that!! It's because im had been think a lot of things in this weeks~~~
Maybe im too lonely ba... wahaha XD so keep think~~~
Im start to think who am i again... It's what im said, do, style are hurting people???
I think back many things that i did before~~~ I found out, sometime im really got hurting people... After that, i remember it and try to change it... i dont wish to hurt people again... I know sometime im also will EMO!!! At the moment, what im saying really hurting people... But many things im just said the true, i talk very straight... i never true around and said!! im always straight forward sound out the things... i felt im like this only respected the person... But as i know, like this really hurting people....
This week im sudden thinking "her", im worry, wish to know how about her and everything of her... I not yet put down mah??? erm.... Really dont know whats' wrong with me... haha XD sot sot de again!!! Im also had dream "her" in this weeks.. I really not dare to call or sms her again... I so wish to sms and wish "her" GOOD LUCK in STPM... but im not dare... im not wish "her" miss understand or what... im not want give hope or what else again... Im felt myself not a good boy... im dont wish to hurting good girl like "her" again... Im really hope can been best frens with her again... no wonder how... Jia you with your STPM...
Keep listening OneFM every morning, really give me a lot feeling of thinking everything that they said and share to us.... Make me every morning also will think back everything i had done before... What is wrong and what is correct... And i found out... A lot of things that they share i had done before... But not everything that is im right... Im also realize what im did really is by heart... So i never scare~~~ But i also confuse.. Which is my quality frens?? which is just the quantity of frens le??? This is the OneFM questions that let me thinking~~~ I'm really dont know around me it is got quality frens??? haha xD but i also cant said i had quantity frens... I'm dont have much frens only...
That days chatting with my boss when traffic jam... He share with me everything... and he said i really know to think and very guai~~~ But i telling him im felt myself are bad... But he told me im really hardworking and chatting that times feel easy chat(communication)... not like other people~~~ harder to communicate~~ It's because got 1 of my clerk not so like share... But when im chat with him, dont have like boss saying... he chat with me a lot also... And he teaching me a lot things too.. really thanks to him... Wish him had a good future too... Boss asked me, when after study want works as what... im telling him is depend. If that time the society still had good quality... Maybe will works as IT 1st... only think Business things.. Im telling him, i dont wish works forever and i dont like keep stay at office... Im most like practical. After that days, he keep giving me practical jobs to do... And im learn a lot too... Then my boss wife also telling me, after this 2 month... if possible.. they wish i can helping them keep works... Im also free chatting with them... them also treat me very good... So great to met them... and i have earn a lot things too in this November!!! Thanks =)
Wahahaha, Also sudden think back my 21birthday... Seriously, im really jealous many people... their 21 birthday and my 21 birthday are different... im really unhappy 1... right this 21 happy birthday... im dont wish to think it again.. but this weeks suddenly flash back... make me sad again at the moment... im understand im jealous also not used.. because im really dont have quality frens anymore... But no wonder how people treat me... i still will try my best to treat each of my frens by the best way that i can do... Everytime im planning everythings also completed it myself and i wish to make it perfect and clean of information to everyone.. this is me.. i really dont like people planning then didnt keep update information... after that, last mins telling me this and that... im really dont like... I felt like this means im also not so important lo..got me or not also the same.... i realy felt like that...
Everyone also will Think for self benefit 1st... this is human been.. im also got like this... But i think back what im done.. however i got like this... but most of the things i did...also most on frens. Didnt think myself benefit 1st.... I really dont know good or not... But i felt like this very relax... Sometime im really angry and hate... When going out play.. im just wish can happy to enjoy.. but everything also got things that make me unhappy.. but im also tried didnt show out... it's because im understand everyone of them also got own mind and thinking... Sometime im really dont understand why some people only think of own benefit and dont care others people le.. only your benefit important, others people are bullshit?? haiz...
This weeks im also share my family things with my boss... And im realize my family really treat me very good enough.. however im really jealous each of my frens family.. but im understand my family.. im also never hate them... im will said thanks to my family.. Thanks dad and mum... i also love both of you... if possible... some me your love... im really wish i can felt warm... Im already very cold on everythings... And i really hate alone,lonely, cold and silent...
So many things i wish to share... but some of it already forgotten.. Everytime after works also back home and write my blog.. also no enough times... haiz...
Time's will never stop, i will try to keep going on.. however im always lonely to face everything... quantity frens really not used.. but i also dont have quantity frens.. wahaha xD
Wish STPM and SPM frens good luck and jia you~~
Take care!!
Writing is the only way to let me share half of the things that in my heart..
Cold heart Shi Wei... xD

~~~ Internship Life ~~~

So long didnt came here write my blog le... today very free right now!! actually every night also free, just sometime dont have the mood to write my things.... hmmm~~~~
Start my internship 2nd weeks lo... wow, keep coming ah.. the job!!! Boss treat me so nice, keep teaching me new things... and im keep learning too...so tired oh!!! But most of the time i always alone inside the office~~~ really felt bored, even i can online Fb and msn.... also felt nothing special~~~ it is because never got frens find me chatting!!! Wahaha... Am my frens all is just quantity and not quality?? wahahaha~~~~ really felt bored, lonely de... NOT SOMETIME~~~ Is most of the times!!! Sometime i thinking back, en, maybe i really got a lot quantity of frens.... But am i really have quality frens??? I really dont know~~~~
Every days of my internship,I will reach there at 8.30am... im drive very slow 80 ~ 90km!! 8am start going!! =D But after works at 6pm, i start drive back to home!! Traffic jam me 2hours!! walau eh~~~ so tired + bored!! Then im keep singing in the car!! If not... i really will bored until dead~~~ Some car will look on me, because i keep singing... people thought im crazy!! maybe!!! But everytime im drive back also is 120km++ lolz... crazy liao me!!
This is my internship life =P
Now im thinking to wake up more early and take 1 hours to exercise~~~ so i will more healthy!! And im already decide, if nobody treat me good, is alright!!
At least myself treat myself good and keep finding those are really can been my quality frens lo...
Alone for me, really felt nothing at all~~~~
Shi Wei will keep going to archive what i wish to have!!
Smile always is my slogan!! (:

~~~ November life ~~~

~~~November life~~~
I want share those feeling very long lo... wahaha XD
After final exam... im really release all my stressful... After that,i having 4days holidays... Everyday almost out until 1am... but i dont know doing what too... just yam cha yam cha~~~ wahahaha xD
Beside that, saturday that time i went to perak hot spring to enjoy... Night at home... sunday also the same.... Still got a lot things want to share... but the sadness things almost forget le... so no need write it out or think again ah... wahahaha XD
Today is my 1st days went to Puchong Utama doing my 1st internship!!! Lolz.... im so early already reach there!!! 9am start working... im 8am reach there!! lolz... then i ad my breakfast inside car with nasi lemak.... after that, i take a rest by close my eye... no oi oi~~~ waahaha XD 8.50 something... i saw my boss came and open the door!!! Then i also went inside together!!! After that, waiting my supervisor to brief me everyting... after that, i start doing my support services to customer!!! 1st days really felt tired... because need to remember and learnt a lot things that cant learnt inside books.... Around 6pm, they said can home already. so i said tata with them and start my traffic jam life.... i jam on the road almost 40min++ Haiz, im really felt bored inside the car... nothing can do... only listening music... really felt lonely... haiz!!! Even now im waiting my blog... my heart also felt cold and same like now weather.. Raining~~~ cold and lonely..... erm.......
8.53pm Monday Rain