~~My life was so difficult~~

~~My life was so difficult~~

In my life was so difficult... this is true.. but nobody know and understand me... People maybe will felt i really "bu zhi zhu"!! but the true is i really face a lot problems.. you never know my hard and sadness~~~~ When i with my family talk about money!!!! So many problems will coming out... Somemore my family doesn't treat me good de.... Seriously i really sad and thinking to end my life.... it is because i really suffer + suffer + suffer!!! I can't imagine why i can stand strong until now!!! It is i'm childish~~~ or what else i dont know~~~~ I really dont know how long i still can stand strong... i really sad.... Everytimes face this problems... my tears was drop inside my heart.... What i can do??? I doesn't know.... I doing everything and try with 120%... But it is not enough!!! I really "sam fu"+++++++++++++++++
"People look you good, i see people good only"
Nobody can understand you~~~ at least they really care about you.... My heart was so many broken~~~~~~~~~~~ but i still stand strong right here to fight with it... it is because i believe i can change it~~~~ but i doing so much...they result was still the same~~~ I really dont know what can i do liao.... Family was keep hurting me~~~~~~~~~~~ sad~~ T.T again.. haiz... If you family was treat you good enough, must treasure it... I will still treasure them however they didnt treat me good... but maybe i will end my life 1st... i really dont know~~~
~~~Suffer Suffer Suffer~~~
T.T

~~A Sudden Party~~

~~A Sudden Party~~

Yesterday 30 Ogos 2009.
At the night, My frens sudden telling me want went to 21 century Kajang take dinner together!!
8.00pm, We start take the journey to fetch frens who i need to fetch~~~ 1st, i fetch Kent together with me went to Chermaine house fetch her~~~ and sean with nikko went to fetch joan~~~
After that, we waiting Ming at Mc Donald Tun Hussien Onn!! So Shock he also joining us, but after the 21 century he went back home and preparing to going Quattro club with his secondary frens celebration merdeka days!!
Around 10 something, we sitting right there thinking when should been going on the next plan~~~~ Then i telling sean; Chermaine want to sing k tonight~~~
After that, we asking number and contact to NEWWAY and GREENBOX to confirm the price!! 10.30pm, We decide went to Jusco GreenBox!!! Price is RM42++ per person then free drink + snack + supper!!! time is 10.30pm - 3pm~~~~~~~
We play as crazy and singing like singer right there!!
Beside that, when i look on the screen with the lyrics!! So many songs have meaningful lyrics ( More on Old songs )....make me so Touch on it~~~
I will choose some to write out on the next... hehe =D
This party was ended at 4.30am !!!
It was a great sudden party!! wish all of them have a great days too!!
Take care and keep smile (:

~~Group Photo~~

~~朋友的定义是什么~~

~~朋友的定义是什么~~

~~朋友的情谊是一辈子的 真正的朋友是一生的幸福~~

~~朋友是可以心甘情愿为你做任何事的人~~

~~朋友不是当他有10亿元的时候给你1万元;而是他只有1分钱的时候全部给你的人~~

~~朋友是你愿意分担他的一切;而他只让你分担的人~~

~~朋友是宁愿远离你去成全你的追求;而当你一无所有时候又坚定不移的守护着你的人~~

~~朋友就是悲伤时可以倾诉的对象;
朋友就是希望分享快乐的同伴;
朋友就是愤怒时的出气筒;
朋友就是自己永远也不想摆脱的人;
朋友是一面镜子;永远能照出最真实的你;
朋友是救命稻草;永远在你最需要时出现;
朋友是人生旅途的驿站;供你休憩;
朋友是可以停泊的港湾;任你停泊;
朋友是你有我有大家有的一种资源;
同时,从某种意义上讲,朋友是不可再生资源,珍惜朋友,友谊长存~~

~~朋友不一定合情合理,
但一定知心,
不一定形影不离,
但一定心心相惜 ,
不一定锦尚添花,
但一定雪中送炭,
不一定常常联络,
但一定放在心上~~

~~朋友的10种定义~~

1.不论在生活中，还是在网上
人人都会有朋友
　　朋友是什么
　　朋友就是彼此有交情的人
　　彼此要好的人
　　友情是一种
　　最纯洁、最高尚、最朴素
　　最平凡的感情
　　也是最浪漫、最动人、最坚实
　　最永恒的情感
　　人人都离不开友情
　　你可以没有爱情
　　但是你绝不能没有友情
　　一旦没有了友情
　　生活就不会有悦耳的和音
　　就死水一潭
　　友情无处不在，她伴随你左右
　　萦绕在你身边，和你共渡一生


2.朋友是一种相遇
大千世界，红尘滚滚
　　于芸芸众生、茫茫人海中
　　朋友能够彼此遇到
　　能够走到一起
　　彼此相互认识，相互了解
　　相互走近，实在是缘份
　　在人来人往
　　聚散分离的人生旅途中
　　在各自不同的生命轨迹上
　　在不同经历的心海中
　　能够彼此相遇、相聚、相逢
　　可以说是一种幸运
　　缘份不是时刻都会有的
　　应该珍惜得来不易的缘

3.朋友是一种相知
朋友相处是一种相互认可
　　相互仰慕，相互欣赏
　　相互感知的过程
　　对方的优点、长处、亮点、美感
　　都会映在你脑海，尽收眼底
　　哪怕是朋友一点点的可贵
　　也会成为你向上的能量
　　成为你终身受益的动力和源泉
　　朋友的智慧、知识、能力、激情
　　是吸引你靠近的磁力和力量
　　同时你的一切
　　也是朋友认识和感知你的过程

　4.朋友是一种相契
朋友就是彼此一种心灵的感应
　　是一种心照不宣的感悟
　　你的举手投足，一颦一笑
　　一言一行，哪怕是一个眼神
　　一个动作、一个背影、一个回眸
　　朋友都会心领神会
　　不需要彼此的解释
　　不需要多言，不需要废话
　　不需要张扬，都会心心相印的
　　那是一种最温柔、最惬意
　　最畅快、最美好的意境

5.朋友是一种相伴
朋友就是漫漫人生路上的
　　彼此相扶、相承、相伴、相佐
　　是你烦闷时
　　送上的绵绵心语或大吼大叫
　　寂寞时的
　　欢歌笑语或款款情意
　　快乐时的
　　如痴如醉或痛快淋漓
　　得意时的
　　善意的一盆凉水
　　在倾诉和聆听中感知朋友深情
　　在交流和接触中不断握手和感激

6.朋友是一种相助
风雨人生路
　　朋友可以为你挡风寒
　　为你分忧愁
　　为你解除痛苦和困难
　　朋友时时会伸出友谊之手
　　是你登高时的一把扶梯
　　是你受伤时的一剂良药
　　是你饥渴时的一碗白水
　　是你过河时的一叶扁舟
　　是金钱买不来，命令下不到的
　　只有真心才能够换来的最可贵

7.朋友是一种相思
朋友是彼此的牵挂
　　彼此的思念，彼此的关心
　　彼此的依靠
　　思念就像是一条不尽的河流
　　像一片温柔轻 拂的流云
　　像一朵幽香阵阵的花蕊
　　像一曲余音袅袅的洞箫
　　她有时也是一种淡淡的回忆
　　淡淡的品茗、淡淡的共鸣

8.朋友是一种相辉
朋友
　　就像是夜空里的星星和月亮
　　彼此光照，彼此星辉
　　彼此鼓励、彼此相望
　　朋友
　　也就是镶嵌在默默的关爱中
　　不一定要日日相见
　　永存的是心心相通
　　朋友不必虚意逢迎
　　点点头也许就会意了
　　有时候遥相晖映，不亦乐乎

9.流星虽逝 美好的愿望依旧在心底
于是所有的日子都轻松
　　于是所有的负重都甜美
　　于是不会再后悔
　　于是不会遗憾未了又遗憾
　　于是过去了的成为回忆
　　于是今天拥有的不会再无奈
　　拥有过的,永远不会失去
　　没有得到的,亦无须苦苦追求
　　是你的,迟早都是你的
　　不是你的,永远都不会属于你
　　只要你不为天长地久而苦恼
　　不必为失去的而遗憾
　　不必留恋昨天
　　只在乎曾经拥有

10.男人女人们的友情
不知是谁说过,
　　男人的友情是写意，女人的友情是工笔
　　男人的友情是物质的，女人的友情是精神的
　　男人的友情多为锦上添花，女人的友情多为雪中送炭
　　男人之间多是一起笑的朋友，女人之间多是一起哭的朋友

关于朋友的定义我真的不了解是什么了??这一些都是很多人的意见和分享关于朋友的定义!!希望大家会珍惜朋友之间的友情!!

~~Know Yourself More~~

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx Visit this website to know yourself more~~

~~About Myself~~
~~(Personality Quiz Answers)~~

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Most of it are so correct... That means i know myself.. but nobody understand me.. few days never smile, i really cant smile...
T.T

~~I'm bad boy~~

~~I'm Bad Boy~~
I'm really felt myself was bad... I have did a lot of bad things....
But it is everyone never did wrong, fault or bad things??? What things we did is correct?? What things we did is wrong?? I really doesn't know what is correct or wrong... What i did is bad~~~ I really did a big mistake and i fault of doing that... Really Sorry... Maybe i still not enough mature~~~ Am i, i Am.... What can i do... this time i really don't know~~~~
However i did wrong, but i never lie~~~ what i did is by my heart... But nobody understand me~~~ Everyday wake up only alone at home!! Many people also the same... But i have try been this since kids that time... I can't ever felt warm of family... Last night, my mum asking me take somethings on the table to somebody.... after that, night at home... She can't found a paper that on the table need give my sister to fill up the information... She keep finding also can't found... that shock me~~~~~~~ Said it is i taking it to somebody... i very confirm to her i didn't... but nobody believe... ever is my family.... NOBODY understand me or really care to me... Every times i think or get again the same things... Seriously I'm tear was inside my heart dropping~~~ Outside i really be so strong, it is because i no want people look down me... when i alone at home or somethings has happening... i always is the weak 1..... my heart really hurt '2'....
You said you are the hurt~~~
Have you thinking of me to said that and the most hurt is me~~~
I really doesn't know which people is really care on me and would like to listening what i share... Therefore i only can wrote out the feeling of me... Every times i read back or saw it also will felt sad~~~
Every times i smile, but this smile is not me..
It is because nobody care, but i don't wish other friends worry about me..
That why i keep smile, but inside my heart was so cold..
So contradictions (矛盾)~~
Want people care, but not want worry~~~
Today i really can't smile~~~~
T.T