What i buy is NEEDED in my life, not WISHING in my life.

Tuesday, August 17

~~ Exam around the corner ~~

Exam around the corner... my revision is just crazy... and the stupid project.. haiz.. really no idea... and my 3 groupmate is pro on pushing me to finish it early... really sienz to team with them( black guys) suck!! =,= Im always care on people... but who will always come to care me le... nobody.. wahaha...
stressful always keep inside myself... the painful as well...
thats day my bf only telling me... got things must said out.... chat jor many things.... he is my best best bro... but not always free!! and im understand him as well....
sometime saw old frens got another new frens jor then least out with me liao... so jealous... they can have a lot new frens in uni life... i dont have the good fate like them... can meet up so much good and funny frens in uni life... erm....
Everyone birthday, im plan nicely... came to my birthday... like nothing.. however im understand... but really feel so sad as well... haha.... im always hope i can have a really full of fun celebration... haha.. this will never come true... =)
everyone got own new frens and life already.... who am i wor... im just a passed frens and bro.. xD
today really raining whole days and now really feels so cold... im stressful until cried... really stupid... haha... stupid wei...
Study = x
Life = x
Frens = x
nothing in my life is = 0
all just x x x... xD

tired... go revision 1st..
stop here.... tata
bless my all frens... wish you all more happy... take care...
*so wish to have a place nobody know me and start a new life.... *

Friday, August 13

~~ Busy life is good for me!! ~~

I prefer busy life...i no want keep alone..i will think much and sadness keep came out... somemore when saw people so sweet... im might jealous until self sad... haiz.. really sot zai.. xD
haiz... back to assignment... really sienz...i really hate same group with black guys... almost i do the all things with my own!! really suffer... haiz... somemore this assignment really harder... i dont really know how to do it well... cham liao... haiz.... im hate it....
damn DR.O also.... haiz.... T.T
sad sad sad~~~

Shi wei

Sunday, August 8

~~ Stressful... im really tired!! ~~

Stressful... im really tired... haiz... where can get support?? erm... tired until want die.. haiz... really feels myself so useless.. haiz... im always never have confident.. haiz.... what can i do.. ah~~~ i really dont know what can i do... stupid wei really tired!!

Stupid Shi Wei

Tuesday, August 3

~~ Stress ~~~~~~~~~~`

Im very stress ah... cant tahan... really suffer.. haiz...
i know i cant worry must try best... but.. haiz... who ask me so noob + stupid.. haiz...
i cant do well in my year3 study.. really difficult to me... haiz...
how to release those stress give self concentrate back ah... really no idea... sad~~
haiz~~~

Stupid Noob Shi wei~~~
DOWN~~~~

Sunday, August 1

~~ Birthday Celebration? ~~


erm.... this is my sister bought me de new cloth.. =D
wahaha... anyway.. my celebration?? 31 july?? erm... going out with my bf..SAM.. =D
early morning fetch fren bubuling to take LRT... after that, going to sam house leppak.. xD around 1 we go lunch + bought bbq food for night.. then fetch his gf to briekfield!!
Soon we at midvalley watch movie with his frens together... =D
So on we going to fetch his gf sister and his gf... drive to sunway to drop his gf sister... =D
ran back sungai long prepare bbq...
this year i get birthday cake!! haha... quite fun.. better than nothing..=) thanks all frens wish too... really thanks...
Then just now have dinner with my family.. this is 1st time my family said want celebrate birthday with me and sister... =D
no matter how.. this year birthday i just didnt expected what.. so is happy... =D
thanks all!! =)
All the best ya.. my dear frens.. =)
Shiwei