What i buy is NEEDED in my life, not WISHING in my life.

Monday, November 8

Midnight!! erm...

Why when come to midnight... im so hard to sleep!! in a silent night make me think a lot.. haiz.. im dont wish ah... i want sleep... haiz.. why want like that treat me.. erm... sad... besides, night so wish someone can chat with me.. haiz.. but impossible will have... erm... so wish to drink wine again.. so i might drunk and sleep.. but... cant.. later mum ask!! really sienz... want sleep also so hard.. haiz... why???
no care ah.. off and try to sleep 1st.. see how?? change tomorrow midnight also rush assignment... need more fast to rush my assignment.. go go go!!

shi wei!!
wan an

Sunday, November 7

~~~ Alone At Home ~~~

Wahaha... alone.. can drink wine until wing wang wang... =D
erm.... assignment final year project why so complicated to me.. haiz... how come??
drunk jor rest.. awake jor can do assignment again.. but really dont know how to do.. haiz... really complicated.... =D
red wine.. Good... =D

shi wei~~

Saturday, November 6

~~ No Wonder ~~

Erm... no wonder im so thin... im think few times... now a bit believe... it is because im just 1 meal 1 days... of course im thin ah....
how come 1 meal 1 days... haha xD
When im alone.. im always just at home didnt feel hungry and what.. want go out eat also lazy... because alone.. then long long become didnt hungry.. so become so thin.... haha... this recently really thin jor lo.. wahaha... =D
erm... anyway.... just post since assignment so tired.. wahaha =D

shi wei~~

Thursday, November 4

~~~ Final Year Project ~~~

Erm... really hard for me to do it... haiz.. since it is not i wish to do... and this is what my lecturer wish... im really no ideas how to do it.. have to restart my mind and reading the journal article to do it... must fast already.. i have no enough time anymore... erm.... hope i get pass... thats enough to me...

what life is i wish... erm.... finding finding...
what life only suitable me???
which life should i choose to move forward....
after choose, it is suitable me??

"Think about this, who contributed everything to us to let us grow up?"

my frens,family,love!!! those also hurting me much and let me grow up!! but also let me lose the road... i really dont know which suitable me to choose it and im wont regret... however everything im choosing the road also didnt regret, no wonder it is bad or good... i will still continue to going on... but i dont wish my life are full of unhappy...im just wish to have a happy life... it is really suit to me??? or my life should become a bad boy only suitable me... erm....

why life should give up this and choose the another....
i wont regret.... but i dont want walk forward with full of unhappiness....
road road road... which really suitable me....

keep going on... maybe soon i will get the answer already...
when im changing again... i wish im get the actual answer of what i want...

shi wei...

"being unselfish can make your life more colourful" but my life become more worst.. nobody treasure it... everyone also just selfish with own good... why i cant be selfish... maybe i got.. myself didnt realize it... but im really always think of people 1st only myself...

"money is a good servant but not a good master" really money is important, but im still 脚踏实地 working to earn it... because im understand, the world never get 不劳而获 thoery!!

arrogant!! am i?? think so... be diam diam is much good.. =)
listening better than noisy.. =D

shi wei~~

~~One Day~~

One day nice!! ^^

Every time I look at the sky after the rain
I think of the crybaby I used to be
I was blindly chasing after someone's back
Saying "I want to be stronger"
Now faded into the wind is "thank you"
Am I getting stronger?
Since I haven't got an answer to that
I'll keep walking forward

The voice flowing inside of me
Always always supports me
Teasing rain will get in my way
Because I won't run away Oh

So let's go
Will never stop
Won't lose against the flow of time
I'll keep getting back up
Because I don't want to lose something precious

Like a bird flying in the sky
I'm searching for a tomorrow I can't see
Even if I'm scared while stumbling
My eyes won't drop at my feet